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DAY 1626

Jalsa , Mumbai                     Sept 29/30 ,  2012                    Sat/Sun  12 : 32 AM


Birthday greetings to Meera Desai and wishing her all the good things that life can offer..

And birthday wishes too for Disha Agarwal … be well and in good accomplishment, joy and love


An awful night, coughing my lungs and stomach away … stomach which has surgical left overs and still in process of repair .. pains with each expulsion .. A quick visit to the doctor on arrival and the antibiotics and the syrups and the inhalation and the home remedies, a million of them, for, each individual has their own perfect formula of recovering from this ..

Its really quite amusing at times, but they all work - allopathic, ayurvedic, homeopathic, privateopathic, generalopathic … Pathic from the person that you meet on the flight, your driver, your security, the departments at home, and the staff … visitors, guests … they all have remedies that ‘will work miracles’ … or so they say … never seems to work on this ol’ man !!

Some thing will come of it though .. from time and distance and endeavour .. mine have a habit of staying a lot longer than normal, and so I must prepare for a long haul with this condition of mine …

Did I say that celebrations for Ganapati were subdued this year ? Need to take that back after this site ..

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That is the Lalbaghcha Raja on his final journey into the waters of the sea for this years’ festivities. A closure … ‘pudchya varshi lavkar aa’ … come again into our lives again next year soon …

Methinks I develop a fever ! Heavens ! Must take a thermometer in the mouth soon ! So forgive me all .. today is lined with this unplanned occurrence, and I wish to say ‘sorry’ for that …

Be with you again tomorrow .. in better shape hopefully …

Meanwhile may I extend my heartfelt thanks to FilmFare and its editor Jitesh Pillai for a gorgeous tribute to me in the latest issue dated October 10th .. so overwhelmed by it and all that was written .. thank you Jitesh !!

Love

Amitabh Bachchan 

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DAY 1625(ii)

Sopaan, New Delhi                   Sept  28/29,  2012                  Fri/Sat  2:55 AM

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On KBC with the cast and director producer of film by Karan Johar ‘Student of the Year’

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Introducing the lovely Alia Bhatt and Karan Johar to our audience ..

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And … shaking a leg with the young Varun and Siddharth to one of the songs of SOTY .. ha ha .. pity you cannot hear the creaking bones of that guy in the grey stripped suit !!!

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DAY 1625(i)

Sopaan, New Delhi                    Sept  28/29,  2012                    Fri/Sat  2:32 AM

Resolved some of the discrepancies in the earlier pictures and here are they in a finer form .. my love included ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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DAY 1625

Sopaan, New Delhi                       Sept 28, 2012                       Fri 11:00 PM




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A picture taken in then Calcutta by Nafisa Ali’s Father a renowned still photographer. The image behind is what I looked like as an executive working in a British Managing Agency house. This picture is at the inauguration of an exhibition of his photographs in Mumbai, which was performed by me. The juxta positioning is more than apt …


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At the event …




Mine eyes they shut and open … inadvertently as you slouch and get up in sudden awakening, a button or two which has been depressed by your fingers, prints several of the same in continuous fashion … the reflexes are not that strong but strong enough to not be dissuaded in writing out that which shall combine our communication for yet another day ..

‘Sopaan’ the house that we have in Delhi at GulMohar Park, was built by me for my parents as they led retired life. The colony was designated to writers and journalists. Land was allocated to him, here, where once there was complete wilderness. The gulmohar comes from the several gulmohar trees that adorn this region with their orange flowering during its season in deep summer. Nature does wondrous things for the environment. In the deepest hours of incessant heat of the summer months, it almost compensates it with the colours of the foliage that springs about in its glory, wiping away the sloth that excessive heat may bring.

As I drive by the several lived in parts of the city to the event of the evening - the Indian Express ADDA , a gathering of assorted very knowledged and cultured society of the city, in conversation with the celebrity guest of the evening, I relive those days of excitement during our very first hours in this metro, having driven in by my Mother at the wheel of our little Ford Prefect, from Allahabad, in an almost 24 hour journey. And then the subsequent years as a school going uniformed lad of Sherwood College in Nainital, and thereafter the Delhi University and those glorious non studious years of College.

It all comes back so vividly. An unrecognised face that traversed the various convenient bus stations to catch the appropriate bus connection to College. The bunking of classes, and visits to Volgas and la Boheme, the two most prominent hang outs for coffee and snacks in the famous Connaught Place. The sudden freedom from studied curriculum and the liberty of time and place and extra curricular activities. Often when time permits I drive out alone to the campus and to all the locations of prominence, almost desiring for those days to flash by slowly so one could perhaps just see them again in halogenic form … wishing primarily to tell and show our children what we did and where and how. There is a sense of joy in doing so, when you have opportunity to relive places and incidents to the near and dear …

But back to the ADDA … a comfortable cozy environment to merely speak out loud to an audience that have many questions to ask and many answers to be revealed. I am of course surprised at the attention that we receive and the affection that flows out unadulterated. The event is held outdoors in the elegance of pebbled floorings and attractive plants at a boutique Hotel. A destination not too far from where we lived in Delhi, and one that we crossed many a times on our cycles, keen to know about the wonders of what the insides of this location contained. Today I found out. It took me several years of gained celebrity to finally walk as an invitee to this premise, welcoming my arrival, instead of being stopped and questioned what the purpose of my visit was ; as would often happen in the earlier years at many a venue.

But enough of the past ..

At the airport this morning met the ever ‘chulbuly’ Rani Mukherji after ages, on her way to promote her film ‘Aiyya’ in Pune and Nagpur as she told me, and to see the possibility of complying with her request of wanting to come on KBC. And then as I enter the aircraft to find my other favorite colleague Vidya Balan travelling to the same destination. She has always been most gracious and respectful, and this morning she was no different, despite all the incredible success that she has enjoyed recently. She loved my coloured reading glasses and thought they were ‘so cool’. I just loved the fact that she noticed them.

Priyanka Sinha Editor of Screen escorts me to the venue in the evening and we discover common threads. She is an alumni of Miranda House at the Delhi University, a place of excited pilgrimage during our years in University. She passed out in 1992-3 and suddenly made me realize how time had flown by and how old I actually was. I passed out from the University in 1962 !! Miranda House those days was ‘the’ girls college, and its bus stop was the most visited location by the boys, not necessarily for the convenience of catching a bus, but catching site of all the beautiful ladies that inhabited the premise !!! 

Much of this though has been enumerated earlier in some detail … has it not ??

Letting the beauty of the days of yore live in pleasant memory, let me get to my own beauty sleep for now ..

With love and affection …

Amitabh Bachchan 




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DAY 1624

Jalsa, Mumbai                   Sept  27/28,  2012                   Thu/Fri  3:18 AM





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Time flies by and I feel the tiredness coming on as it turns to 4 hrs past the midnight ! My compulsions are too sincere to miss even a single opportunity to connect with all .. hence this missive !!

Yesterday’s blog has raised many questions in the minds of some, and those that have personal access to me wonder what and who it might be that I write about. No ! there is no one in particular, yet there are some particular. But this platform is not redressal in its nature, neither is it one that could be used to sort issues which are self made.

My Father’s lines from his work, and one that inspired the naming of our first home, Prateeksha comes to mind -

“Swaagat sab ke liye yahan par, nahin kissi ke liye prateeksha”

Coming back rather late from KBC does have its disadvantages - I miss the morning routine and it takes a while before one can assimilate thoughts to put to paper. I shall face both tomorrow, and so beg forgiveness. I do believe that time shall be with me in Delhi where I travel tomorrow for a programme by Indian Express. It is then and there that I shall be placed to speak and render at length what may come to mind. Somehow an uncluttered mind does have the clarity of thought and speech, both of which do become contributors to this most humble platform.

Young blood with its verve and strength of conviction and confidence pervades all in todays times. It is always a joy to meet and spend time with them. To know their thoughts, their attitude and opinions on matters recent and those that prevail. They are a generation that shall be deliberate in its thinking, confident and clear in its ability to make opinion, and still function with the speed and rapidity of the conveyors of information on networking sites. This is a boon. Technology drives them to find solution and concepts in record time. The functioning of the brain mass is for them being tested to its extreme it seems. They know where they have to go and how to get there. We and our generation still grope for it. The burdens of life to them is not a weight that needs to be attended to perpetually. They have found alternatives and better options of how this factor needs attention.

We the so called elders, at least I, shall always live in envy of their capabilities. But each generation does this to the previous generation … ‘woh paheli vaali baat nahin rahi’ … say many of them that get affected by the rushing wave of change. Yes that may be true in most cases, in mine though I look upon it with greater liberal thought - an exercise which is not deliberate, but one that accommodates. I often wonder if I do the right thing. But by the time I can find a reasonable argument for it, time moves past and flows by you.

I remain in silence and observe. I wish the spirit of the new to be a part of me. But I do understand that they who now inhabit this most popular domain, would look upon each effort of mine with dignified cynicism - circumspect of result and presence !

Better then to remain content with what is now by your side. Hold on to it, possess it and guard it with depth, for, it may all slip away tomorrow …

Good Night dear ones .. my love and affection to all

Amitabh Bachchan

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DAY 1623

Jalsa , Mumbai                   Sept  26,  2012                   Wed  11:25 PM


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The blessings of Lord Ganesh remain .. the pious nature of prayer and devotion fills us beyond all other .. a silent remembrance of Him pervades all else .. faith gives inner strength, the ability to believe that all shall be well, safe and to condition .. it is the power of the unknown, and no where does the unknown express itself in such known fashion !!

In our suffering we put our belief and faith in the unknown force, established and recognised that it shall drive away all that causes us the pain. And so when I quote on the handle of tweets that it be better to bear and suffer the wrong than to be doing the wrong, it justifies the faith that truth envelops, for, ‘bhagwaan ki nagari mein der hai lekin andher nahin’ .. In the city of Gods, it may take time, but it is never too much for miracles to happen.

There is a silent yet concerned outpouring among the Ef on some of the wrong being done on the post. They need not warn or make me aware of it. I am not too intelligent but intelligent enough to know what ails the commentary that plagues the Blog. Attention and its seeking can become obsessive among all forms of mass gathering. The nature and the elements that pervade this space are all not built from the same rock. Some shall be sharp and hard, others smooth and gifted with the beauty of nature. But they are at the end, a rock - chiselled at times into shape and form, or left by themselves to bear the grunge and the ugliness of the environ they may find themselves in. They may not all want to be there, but they are. Those that are and wish for design and change and betterment, mould themselves so. Those that cannot or deliberately enjoy the harshness of weather, storm, dirt and dispatch, shall remain - filled and tainted with unremovable colours of distaste and discomfort.

This platform does not in any manner propagate the purity of spirit to imbibe. Nor does it preach for it to be so. It shall have the capacity to judge the right and the wrong .. most of the time. But it shall never position itself as a healer. If there is something that attracts your attention here, I am gladdened. If not, I am gladdened even more. For then it denotes missives of degeneration within myself, and it gives me an opportunity to better myself, which I shall ever, make effort towards.

If you will injure me, it shall pain. A portion of my body shall suffer, but I shall have the benevolence of the rest of the body for its functionality. The suffering shall heal, much like many other wounds, perhaps leave a scar, but that scar shall be a perpetual reminder to me of the hurt caused. I shall live with it, as do I with many other physical scars that adorn my system. Adorn !! Yes adorn .. for they are reminders of the trauma that was endured. Endured ! Not sympathetic or pathetically listing them continuously in my book of events, as a constant reminder of the pain. No ! They are there to tell me consistently that I function despite that abnormality

I shall function here even if all were to drive away into the setting sun ! There are certain constants that shall not change. They shall reign supreme. Always !!

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The choice of pictures today are in keeping with the essence of the text .. a finger of warning .. a grim approach … and a final figer of judgement !!

Good night and my love to all ..

Amitabh Bachchan




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DAY 1622

Jalsa , Mumbai                 Sept 25/26,  2012                    Tue/Wed  1:26 AM




The Ganesh at LalBagh is perhaps the largest and most visited during the festival of Ganapati. A news paper quoted that a couple of days back there were 700,000 that visited the symbol of prosperity, protection, good will and tiding. The ‘arti’ at night around 8:30pm is special and hundreds congregate at the location in Parel to be a part of and witness this most reverent moment. Like all other years in the past I visited the auspicious moment. Thousands upon thousands of devotees and the grandeur of the divinity. The single toned concentrated attention to the large figure of Ganesh, by all. No distractions of celebrity and chaos. Just a most pious moment despite the heat and sweat and the difficult breathing conditions crowded within. The blessings, the feet , the flames from the ‘arti’ and that unbreakable faith that encompasses all. There is a sense of purity. Of fulfilment and ‘shanti’. Of brotherly and sisterly community feel, where all gather in one sentiment - children and the elders with devotion on their lips.

What a wonderful world has been created through religious belief. How beautiful and meaningful the scriptures of the masters of faith - each word written and created through some spiritual learning. How binding this force that believes it. How uniform their acts, how continuous their rituals. How disciplined the followers, concentrated with but one aim, to worship the heavenly bearings of those extra and supernatural bodies that studied and left us with their celestial genius.

And … how varied today its interpretations and how violent today the actions to protect its veracity. The misuse of sentiment and belief ; of taking its most potent force and turning it on its head !! This is not what the divine designed, yet it remains with us and divides us.

I visit the temple the mosque the church will similar belief - of sublimating myself before that unknown power and force of each, always in awe of their structure and the godly environment that pervades. The theist human silences itself in its presence, perhaps the only place where it does, without question. Where it seeks, asks, thanks for deliverance. And getting it, returns in stronger belief and devotion, servile in disposition.

And if there is someone ‘up there’ reading and listening to us, may it guide us on a path of peace and its sanctity. Of a brotherhood of likeness. Of a combination that propagates togetherness ; away from evil thought and deed, from jealousy and discord and from violent thought …

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Love affection and blessings of Ganapati to all …

Amitabh Bachchan

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DAY 1621

Jalsa, Mumbai                    Sept  24/24,  2012                 Mon/Tue  2:20 AM




The hot water bottle at the feet, warming the circulation devoid lower extreme .. a shift of the pillow to be able to catch the red digital time keeper .. another 45 mins before the mobile tune shall play a sonorous song, as an alarm … at times too sonorous for comfort .. induces further slumber .. that final determined push of the mind and body to emerge from cozy comfort, to the tap of water … a splash, a change of attire, a slung bag with essentials, staring up the car and driving to the spot behind, climbing the floors to work the machines that bering exercise  …

A rush after the heavy breathing and pushing and walking in one place .. the calls on emergent matters, the glance at the news in the papers in front despite having all the head lines internetted the previous night ..shower, prayer, office paper work in quick but effective glances and back to driving vehicle .. the greeting of the just got up, a recollection of the day ahead or that gone by and on to the appointments of the day … meetings of opportunities, of decisions of future work of present status .. four five six of these in quick succession .. a bite of lunch as you work at multitasking .. obviously not healthy … posts and letters of the eminent to reply and write, rushing back to the morning location … more work, more finalisations, the issues of MD and CEO/CFO … hard on the mind … notices and court matters of varied kinds, selection of legal advice, their briefing … travel planning for the coming days, speeches to be considered and written … back to family and compliance to important events at some distance .. the travel to it .. greetings and conversations with those that matter … leave one out and face hostility …the journey in car filled with discussion on matters that remain unsettled .. mobile and ipad in continuous use … the wave to the fan by the road, a smile … a greeting at the traffic signal .. that call to find out on those out of the country, hope all is well there … back in home environ and an even faster dinner before another recording that shall take up creativity and thought for production … past the morning early hour of the next day and on to the lap top to communicate feelings and design of what needs to come to mind for the platform of blog and tweet and Fb … AND … 

The first reading from the mobile or email or platform .. ” I am really upset ! You have not replied to me ” or ” Sent you a mail in the morning, how long does it take you to respond, please do not bother, I know where I stand, thank you .. ” or ” where the heck are you mr B, waiting all day, now its late and you have not showed up, sleepy ” or ” was it me that you were referring to in that hidden sentiment post , you know I am not like that, how can you ever imagine that I could behave so ” ….

And I smile, pick up my belongings open up the technology that connects and get down to reading and responding as best I can, irrespective of the hour. Irrespective of the ironic warnings of getting to bed early because it is bad for my health !!

I do not complain, or retaliate on any point that comes my way like a broken piece of furniture. I allow it to strike me, for, that is all it is going to do. Never shall it prevent me or destruct me beyond a point of not communicating. Your expressions of perhaps exasperation are spoken with concern and love. I have never believed otherwise. It is the intensity of your association that is deserving of such. It cannot be faulted. Complaints are made to those with whom you are the closest. Your expressions of seeming anger and frustration is confirmation of your care. I read all that you say - mail, mobile, Tw, Blog, Fb. I understand it ; it remains with me. Never ever forget that. The good the bad the ugly everything remains with me, in elephantine proportion. My management may be obscure and undesirable, but at the end the job gets done. Excessive complaint is not recommended. It shall not hasten the process of repair. One and a hundred may have demographic anomalies, but to me in this context they do not. One is good and enough. 

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at the launch of TBIP .. and Pragya eminent journalist in a Q&A to live audience

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the media and the capture for posterity …

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with the stunning Sheetal, model, actor and one I admire for the ‘namak’ in her countenance

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with Raja Sen in green jacket .. a journalist and critique with exceptional flourish of words

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and the irresistibly handsome Milind Soman, who is the main force behind TBIP

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Nandita Das, now married, my leading lady in ‘Aks’

And that is not the end of the evening or night ! Off with the scarf and velvet collared suit, into tracks and at the studio with Aadesh Srivastava for another attempt at a song to be sung for a special moment … 

My love and my love again … 

Amitabh Bachchan

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DAY 1620

Jalsa , Mumbai                       Sept  23/24,  2012                    Sun/Mon  2:01 AM





 An answer that was given to you by others, fades over time. An answer you discovered on your own, stays with you forever.


So expressed Anthony in his response on the Blog tonight, as I read through the comments in their growing numbers.

I discovered on my own that those that came along with me, traversed the same ground, expressed their feelings, good bad indifferent, were the ones that would stay with me forever. They gained description and an acronym, the Ef … I found this out myself, it was not a suggestion or an answer given to me by another, which is why I boast that it shall remain with me eternally. My pride is in the knowledge of its authenticity, its deserving and value, and that is why the striking words of Goveas in response remain with me ! 

Many ask and particularly in today, till the birthday what I would regret in these 70 years, and what I would change if life had to be relived. I would change nothing. Not even the events that caused me distress and harm. How would I have learnt if they had not occurred. It is important to learn how to walk on your own than be assisted by crutches. Support is welcomed and befitting of appreciation, but it would never be able to replace that which you may or shall discover on your own. Issues, problems and adverse conditions shall always prevail. If they did not we would be incomplete as humans. But each adversity teaches, and blessed are they that capture the lessons that it imparts. I shall learn till the last days of my life, because I shall never be without fault. This living then, is what captures the truest form of life.

In surmount-ability belittles your spirit as a human, for, I believe that the potential to overcome, within all of us, is equal. It may be hidden in sublime form, tucked away ungraciously in some corner of our complicated system. But if searched with due earnestness, it will and shall emerge. That is what makes for reliving life without alteration and change. Better then to search it than be overcome by its adversity and leave fate to administer care and well being to it.

On another note, the revelation of immense creative talent in this 100 years of Indian Cinema, surprises me with each passing day. The verve and vigor and enthusiasm of the myriad hopefuls in this elaborate and exceedingly competitive profession, is to be seen and experienced. What wonderful times we live in. How compelling it has become to view each new and fresh concept with wonder and awe, and how frustrating to not be today among the calibre of those that are designing the rules of the game !!

A viewing of “English Vinglish” directed by Gauri Shinde, wife of R Balki tonight, leaves me with collective lumps in the throat and a surge of flushed eyes near the tear ducts. And it is not all the emotion of a particular moment that puts one in such state. It is the uncontrollable effect of appreciation that prevents one from expressing any at all.

In our simplicity lies the true story of a lifetime. Massive explosions and devastating action sequences make you wonder in high adrenalin awe. But equally, the ordinariness of everyday life, strikes many strings that work together in sympathetic chords. It is complex and most difficult to be weathered in by simplistic endeavour. For an instrument that has the capacity to capture the slightest movement, not doing anything in front of its overbearing presence and yet be able to convey, is the work of genius. Many do it with the ease of a breath taken deeply and exhaled with silent confidence. For me that was the moment in Gauri’s film tonight. It said so much in so little !!

I may never possess the power of being judgemental. My critical capacity of expression has remained in overbearing recession ever. I wonder at times if that is a weakness or a fault. Many of the others that I meet and visit and encounter have marvelled in this most intricate art. But my sense of balance pressured into by astrological signage in Librarian overtones, has perhaps compelled me to submit to the sooth sayers, than make futile attempts to disprove them. They have the benefit of science and study. I have none.

Many view that as manipulated modesty ! Really ? Manipulated by whom and for what ? The results of all bearing, shows up each Friday by the noon. That yardstick shall never ever be defeated, no matter how hard I may try. Mankind has reached such intense cynical proportions that each aspect of reality and truth runs a gauntlet of disbelief. The velvet glove thrown in challenge shall never find a home ; picked up as it were, gingerly and with caution. Your own belief therefore shall be the strongest and most valid endorsement that you may ever require. Nothing else matters and nothing else would !!

I nurse a blocked nose … but just that … not a blocked mind !!

Love respect and admiration for all that endeavour in belief ..

With love,

Amitabh Bachchan

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DAY 1619

                     Jalsa, Mumbai         Sept  22,  2012       Sat  11: 45 PM

 

 

I realize quite rapidly that the circumstances that I often write about, fall in place with those that suffer similar sentiment. On many an occasion it seems I have perhaps put my finger on an open wound, causing pain and perhaps delivering that one aspect that should never be visible on such. Your out pouring’s of emotion and the reality of its relevance puts me in a bind. Without any adverse intent am I being responsible for a misery that may well have remained dormant and silent ? Perhaps in recreating an explanation, the explanation is what causes the damage. Perhaps I should refrain from delving any further into regions that were best silent !!

 

I do not have the right element of balance to formally explain this to my Ef, but if perchance it has disturbed any, may I now take precaution and state that these are thoughts that have been made without any specific consideration or example in mind. They just spilled out. For some there was identity, for others an accusation, albeit hidden, and for some a definite belief that it was written keeping in mind certain elements. None of this is true. If there are rumblings of a guilty conscience, so be it. They are not of my making or quality, but if immediate reference is drawn, then that is the making of your own mind. Mine own was never a part of it. Though I shall not keep away from the fact that, what has been expressed does have a root. Perhaps in my personal, perhaps in my general, or perhaps in nothing at all. That shall remain a guessing, which I shall never indulge. Or perhaps I may. To some. No perhaps that would be too undemocratic for a platform that prides itself in keeping away from such unwanted polarizations.

 

There are times though when  a random comment has sparked an idea on which I just elaborate and many get the feeling that it is aimed and targeted at person particular. At times it is true. Certain practices that I observe which are unhealthy for the blog, do come under scrutiny, and they get mentioned. Certain behavioral observations are reprimanded, and swiftly amended by concerned person. Some do not. And they remain despite all else. The strength of the ‘club’ is such I believe, that most of its dedicated members take charge, report and resolve. This is healthy and how I would like it to be. But if issues are not addressed and allowed to flourish randomly, then it needs to be brought out and corrected.

 

Ah ..! But this is too school masterish in its content. My trust and faith in all that decorate this medium is far greater than the errors made, or what most may never be able to ascertain. So let us leave at that !!

 

“ We are dead for longer than we are alive ” stated Dharmesh, and nothing could be more apt a description in today’s circumstance. Within our life is where we need to face, bear and change all. For it may take an eternity to wait for ‘rebirth’ , if at all there is any, for rectification.

Youth and its exuberance does at times tend to overlook this vital element of life, and as one grows older, the diminishing time scale, tends to provocate you to hasten the process. Suddenly age becomes a factor that keeps getting connected to wisdom. Time equates to experience, and experience to the wise. There is no measure of it, but the mere reverence time brings along with it, gives one the opportunity to believe the older norm. Quite funny I would say !

 

And so one survives another day, and another and another …

 

Survive … not live ! We need to live. Survival shall take care of itself, in following suit.

Live this moment, this hour day and minute … for tomorrow it shall be another … and this moment shall never return – at least not for a while .. for you die longer than you live … !!!!

 

My affection as always with those that live and love and … so survive

 

 

Amitabh Bachchan

 

 

 

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DAY 1618

Jalsa , Mumbai                        Sept  21,  2012                      Fri  11 : 43 PM


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The bridge that binds us all together, from shore to shore, coast to coast through region, religion, and race .. 


Grieving loss is at times futile. What has gone has gone. What is more important is what was left behind by the loss - a lost relative, parentage, friend, moment … what ? For, each would have its relevance.

Humans grieve the loss of near and dear ones. A moment ago they were alive and active, a moment later they are gone. Opportunities lost are disturbing as well - a frustration grows within. A lost competition, on the sports field, or any public arena is humiliating and at times capable of self destruction. But … was there a gain somewhere, a learning an example that was left behind. If yes, then grieve not. Welcome its presence, welcome its learning, welcome its ability to have taught a lesson.

One can lose face in the advent of accusation. But the value of the truth behind it shall never fade. The clearance may take time, but it prevails soon enough to counter with alarming strength, that which had feet polluted and corrupted by the dust and slush of all that was undesirable. All accusation follows similar pattern, when it rides truth. The wait is long and unbearable at times, but it presents itself alright. That momentary loss of face may seem to never rectify itself, but rectify it does … 

Most those that wish for prominence have a justifiable formula - take a swipe at celebrity and gain that limited fortune of fame for that limited time. It is a design that nurtures great sympathy for those that perpetrate it. Be known for your own accomplishments, not by the cynical and abusive revelations of your own stupidity by your non accomplishments. Draw attention by what you have achieved, not by tom tomming about it, but by allowing others to notice and recognising it. When you beat your own drum you beat your dignity with reprehensible act. Ignoring such degrading temperament is the biggest defeat you can cause to the perpetrator. They have never gained attention in their lives and never will, were they to continue in such fashion. They do not even qualify for pity. They only qualify for just one single accomplishment - the joy they shall get of boiling in their own stew !!

When at fault accept, when not, wait with patience. Accusation has the benefit of lasting presence. Truth and clearance is short lived. Accusation has the ability to build a great many more stories around it. To be decorated with flowery presence and strokes of colorful verbiage. Truth has a silent firm beyond discussion closure. It has a short life.

But when accusation fails, and fail it must in the face of truth, silence is advisable, so a wise old man once guided me to believe and practice. To be proven wrong is not the most acceptable of human qualities. Wiping the accused but now clean hands, on the face of the accuser is not required or ethical. Let him drown himself in his own guilt and let us not be that last push over his head as he sinks into the water of shame.

Grieving a loss is painful … for different reasons and different people !

My love and care for all that grieve … my hand of support for those that learn from it …

Amitabh Bachchan

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Jalsa , Mumbai                   Sept  20/21,  2012                    Thu/ Fri  2 : 04 AM



LOST IT AGAIN !! MY ENTIRE LONG POST !! GONE INTO SPACE OR WHEREVER THEY GO ! I HAD SAVED IT IN PRIVATE, I HAD COPIED IT ON EDIT … AND YET IT HAS GONE !

I FEEL MORE ACCOMMODATING NOW THAN ON OTHER OCCASIONS, FOR SOME REASON ..

And why I feel this way ids because the topic of the write up simply emerged from nothing into something most detailed and valid, ending of course in never ever wanting to disturb nature, for, it has its own reasons for being where it is.

The words were more on the effects of bearing up, of patience in adverse situations, of reliance on the truth, of it taking a lot longer than most other situations in life, but one that eventually delivered almost in salvation. 

There was talk of restraint at the final discovery of the truth, of never to flaunt it. Of how mankind once it makes up its mind does not like to be faulted on its choices ; it belies their credibility … 

And on … 

I thought it evolved into something rather fruitful and motivating … but now that it has gone .. it is best to believe that it has gone because there was perhaps no need for its presence here or anywhere ..

I could carry on to write and perhaps attempt to recreate it, but it shall never be the same … so I shall abstain and prefer to rest to be able to maintain my routine that I initiated today ..

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The beach at Juhu getting ready for the visarjan as the sun sets, and the hundreds that converge to immerse the Ganesh into the sea … 

And that is me somewhat twisted for an interview earlier today on 100 years of  Indian cinema ..

Love

Amitabh Bachchan

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           Jalsa, Mumbai                     Sept 19,  2012                  Wed  8:24 PM





Viral of California belated birthday greetings for the 18th … and belated greetings to Jags of Australia and Rajiv Laffey of USA who turned 21 … welcome to the club and many warm wishes ..


There is a certain joy in the care free ness of things .. like sticking to ones night gown the entire day. No pressures of time and meetings and protocol and schedule. Just to be as one likes and do what one likes to do. There is great amount of work to catch up with even in the house, and that is necessary. But not bearing formality or even permitting it to be worn, is such a blessing.

I did that today. And am still doing it as I write - pity you cannot see it, and thank the lord for that ! Would rapidly lose several hundreds on the platform immediately !!

Happy Ganesh Chaturthi to all our Ef and the blessings of Ganesh ji to all - remover of all worries and a bringer of happiness and joy into our midst. The city gears up for bringing in the God into their homes and with the prayers and good wishes of all that visit it. Evenings filled with aarti’s and song in His presence and greatness, and then terminating in His visarjan or immersion into the sea, or river waters wherever they be situated. The streets shall be packed with devotees bringing out their respective mangal murti’s with song and dance and music. Big  and small all have relevance. Each group decorating their Ganesh in all its splendor. The ladies dressing up in their traditional finery, the men in theirs and the spirit of joyousness prevailing all over. The road in front of Jalsa, one of the main tributaries to the sea, shall be overcrowded in the coming days. Traffic shall be regulated and controlled. Hundreds and thousands of devotees shall walk by in festive spirit and the entire atmosphere shall be filled with the essence of celebration, bringing it all to an end on the final day of the immersion some days from now. Coincidentally or call it providence, the last rainfall of the monsoon coincides with that day and it signals the end of the monsoon season in this part of the region in the country. This celebration and the visarjan and all that goes with it, was not prominent earlier. It was more a private celebration, than its public form nowadays. Its public form was initiated by our great freedom fighter, social reformist Bal Gangadhar Tilak in this region, to defy the ban instituted by the British during their time of rule, against any gathering for social and political purposes. It acted as a deterrent against those fighting for the Independence of the country. Tilak converted the private celebration into its present form of public nature, bringing communities together irrespective of caste or creed as a mass religious movement, which the British were unable to counter. The celebrations that started from Maharashtra soon spread all over the country and now all parts of the country celebrate Ganesh Chaturthi with equal vigor . It has now become a symbol of togetherness and warmth and with a spirit of well being for all. Elaborately decorated statues of Lord Ganesh are worshipped for the 10 days during this period and finally brought out and immersed, with the loud strains from the devotees chanting - ‘“Ganpati Bappa Moriya !! Pudhchya Varshi Lavkar yaa !!” in Marathi, the language of Maharashtra - O My Lord Ganesh, come back soon to us next year !


A most prominent sequence in my film ‘Agneepath’ was pictured on this festival .. where I carry the murti of Ganesh to the sea for immersion and then their is an attack !


A while ago on the twitter I had remarked after seeing ‘Barfi’ how wonderful it was to see the changes taking place in Indian Cinema. Of a rapid convergence of ideas that were different and yet successful. Of valued and realistic story lines, performances, technological improvements, and what a lovely phase the Industry was going through. Many readers have remarked, and quite sensibly I think of wanting to see more of these films and with those who they admire and love and have given admiration to. The emergence of fresh talent that is surprisingly coming out from the interiors and small towns of the country is quite revealing. This talent is fearless. It has its point of view which defies convention. They are not afraid to put out their thoughts in a manner in which they feel is correct, not what the market would like it or them to feel. And this is most refreshing. Be it an actor, a story writer, a director or lyricist … all are so compassionately honed in to what their beliefs are, that the general picture going audience has suddenly woken up to their existence, because I have always felt that within all of us that reside and pride ourselves in the culture of the metros, their lives and thrives that element of the small town, with which most of us have grown up in and been surrounded by its lingering effect. Scratch that so called elitist or that metro groomed individual and you shall find beneath the skin that middle town texture of commonality, for, most of us have be born and have erupted from its confines into this other world, which has for a certain degree of time and place over shadowed our originality. Connectivity and communication in the modern technological world has brought us all much closer. We have reached out and touched many that were almost considered inferior, and today they have emerged with the reality of showing us where we actually came from. And the nerve that they have invigorated, has proved beyond doubt that the multiple coverings that we have dressed ourselves in, is most easily impregnated by reminding us of our roots. And therein lies the strength of today’s younger generation’s creativity, its thinking and its eventual deliverability !

Each generation gives importance and value to their time. In 1969 on entering the film world, we thought greatly of missing the opportunity of working or being associated with the likes of a Raj Kapoor, a Guru Dutt or a Bimal Roy and Mehboob, not to forget the more meaningful works of several others like KA Abbas, but we labored on with what was prevalent, and tried to make the best of it. As time and circumstance passed by, we were drawn in by the fresh talents that were emerging - Prakash Mehra, ManMohan Desai, Ramesh Sippy, Yash Chopra, Hrishikesh Mukherjee, Salim-Javed and the exuberance of RD Burman, LP, Kalyanji-Anandji and others. Aditya Chopra, Karan Johar and their ilk were there in the horizon, but hidden. The changes were developing in Mukul and Tinu Anand on material that was to emerge, and then suddenly our lot and our presentations seemed exhausted and trivial compared to the new. Today the new looks back at the time of ManMohan Desai and Prakash Mehra, of Salim Javed and RD Burman and others great of that time, but amble along with the fresh faces of Sujoy Ghosh, Tigmanshu Dhulia, Anurag Kashyap and Basu and Habib and Shaad Ali, Sanjay Leela Bhansali and on …with the hugely talented stars - Salman, Aamir, ShahRukh, Ajay, Akshay and even further to Ranbir and the ladies - Kareena, Deepika, Priyanka, Parineeti and Vidya … the list is endless. And with each new film an emerging talent takes the wind out of you … Manoj Bajpai now a veteran of immense value and the newer Nawazuddin … and how to place an Irfan, who saddles both worlds with such ease … hell ! it is impossible to summarize any detail, for, none but none, is worthy of being left out from mention !!

Within this very large ocean of extremely talented and exceptional creative waters, how on earth can one expect a 70 year old to even attempt to jump in .. is something I ask those that wish to see more from me ! I am not even by the shores of such depth.

Graciousness and the sincerity of those that connect are most admirable for me and I am truly thankful for that, but beyond that, what is expected of me, is now an effort which I shall continue to perform, perhaps not with similar result …

Love and admiration ..


Amitabh Bachchan


 

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Jalsa , Mumbai                     Sept 18/19,  2012                    Tue/Wed  3:16 AM


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Shaking a leg with the lovely Sridevi … doing a bad job !

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With the traditional ‘pagdi’ of Udaipur gift from contestant ..


Mayank Shekhar, a journalist who’s writings I admire, on a visit to KBC the other day, wondered like many others, how I kept up with this pace of work. I feel awkward when asked this question, because it puts you firstly, in an exalted position and secondly, I really have no answer for it. Sincerely though how does one describe, ones pace when one himself does not believe or is able to believe that what he does is indeed a mode of pace in the eyes of the other. To me it is just another job that I do, pace be damned. Looking back in assessing your own work and deciding that it is of value or of substantial length of time, or depleting ones health has never occurred to me, simply because I shall never be able to judge, limit. I feel it is embarrassing for me to gauge myself in self assessment or in value addition. I find it difficult to say that it is enough. And I feel it most when I am at work. I simply have no knowledge or its equivalent to know when is one to speak up to stop, or begin. Fire a gun at the start of the race and I could push off, without care. It would be energy consuming for me to then announce that it is time to stop. A personality clash would take place if start and stop were to be finite in shape and made to behave or function as individuals bearing individual character. It could be my own insecurities. It could be my reverence towards the work to be done. It could be my inability to misrepresent respect and integrity. All along there would be a persistant process that would comply in gathering up enough courage to inform me that this is something I should not be doing, or should be doing.

So this brief prelude towards my biographical character sustains itself on my late arrival here on our most revered platform. The work to be done had to be done. It would be impossible for me to tell them when to stop. And if perchance I were to make effort in doing so, it would quickly be overcome by an acceptance of what the other would say.

At times I feel that this exhibits a soft and weak character, but acknowledging its presence does not defeat me. Contrarily it helps me greatly more in being honest and rigid in my own decision making capacity.

So much against the desires of our Ef and others that accompany me to the other platform,Twitter, filled as it were with huge concern about my health and late working hours, here I am at my own behest, simply because I genuinely feel that I must connect with all each day. It is now a mandatory exercise ; one that I shall desirably wish to continue till … TKC !!

The chirping of the birds behind me where I sit, is indicating to me that soon there shall be the light of the early morning, flushing through my window. And what a pleasant site it would be to be with you while nature and the world and its universe drift by. I shall not deny that there have been many such occasions in the past as well. Most of them have been as pleasant as the one I design now, but many too have been in circumstances that have been most disturbing. Let the disturbances be in the past, let the future be open to discovery and expectation, and hope that they shall be all in happiness and joy !!

That was the lesson I learnt today during the course of my interactions with my guests at the Hot Seat of KBC ! We are all so deeply unaware of the acute conditions that our countrymen and women live and survive in. For the female gender in particular there is a sea of conditioning that angers one and infuriates our inner self. The ruthlessness of tradition at times does become unbearable. A child is born into this world, bearing no preconditioning of caste creed, religion or color. But as it grows into this wicked world, it slowly begins to accomodate a space tutored by those that bear them, or those that wish for them to be influenced by their authoritative presence. The vulnerable succumb. The strong fight. Those that succumb are no better than those that fight, and those that fight are no better than those that succumb. Or so it would seem. But each has his or her own parameters, which if they were to cross over would leave them somewhat paralyzed. 

I wish then for the individual strength of conviction. I wish too for equality of presence and its dignity. I wish not for barriers that confine conservatism and wanton tradition. I wish for able traditionality to flourish, and that which practices its opposite to be kept dormant or completely removed. I wish for liberty and its pursuance, but most of all I wish for all this to be accomplished without the shackles of undesired resistance ….

With my fondest regard and love …

Amitabh Bachchan

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Jalsa, Mumbai                       Sept 17/18,  2012                     Mon/Tue  1:45 AM




A distraction at times, converts the mind from one state to the other. Your pain when diverted by an adrenalin rush on an issue which has no connection to the physical pain, reduces it or simply disappears for that duration. Men on the battle field, often forget the extent of their injury due to the rush of battle energy. Doctors shall often when about to inflict pain through an injection or a live cut shall converse on some other topic, un connected to the issue and follow out the procedure.

My strain of the work during the entire day has magically disappeared after having seen the film ‘Barfi’. Just such an overwhelming experience ! And there is so much to talk about it, that time is short tonight, for tomorrow is another early call ..

Suffice to say that director Anurag Basu, Ranbir Kapoor, Priyanka Chopra and the debutante Ileane d’Cruz have all excelled beyond limits in this film and one needs to spend a lot more time talking about it !

I am keeping this short today … but shall make up for it later ..

Love all ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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          Jalsa , Mumbai                      Sept 16,  2012                    Sat  11:35 PM



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The warmth and reception of Ahmedabad and its wonderful people …


Rushing as ever to make it to the airport, to take my charter to Ahmedabad, for the opening of the jewelry store for Kalyan Jewelers. A smooth flight despite monsoon conditions, and on landing the turbulence of the well wishers. A renewed passion of love and attention. Each time it happens, it makes me wonder. And the eternal question .. will I be able to return this affection some how. And if yes then how ?

I seek often in my moments of solitude, an answer to this ; of reciprocation, of returning that which has been given to me with added interest, but each time I fail. The chasing youngsters on their speedy bikes that ride along dangerously, the smiles on the faces of the bystanders that have waited for hours for this one glimpse, over in a second as we speed past, the masses of people that come and merely lend their presence on the road, but on that one short sighting a wave of the hand and namaskar followed by screams of delight on my response..!! So humbling !!

And then on landing back within hours, a rush to meet the WW at Jalsa for the Sunday commitment ! And entire day filled with the rapturous applause and the adoration of millions and hundreds of my countrymen. I am so grateful to the Almighty, to my Father and Mother, to those that were responsible for my professional career, and never to forget those who have stayed with me for the past 43 years of my time as an actor.

All that came by to me, came by yes, on effort and struggle and ethics of work, but not without the providence of prayer and that unknown force that strode along with me, and for that I shall remain eternally indebted. I can look back on many aspects, on days gone by, on incidents, events and happenings. But what really would it do to me or for me, other than recall. Better to look at what may come tomorrow. That shall have expectation, uncertainty, an unknown quality of immense apprehension, of words and expressions that shall speak ‘how’, ‘where’ and ‘what’. That would be the novelty of an unseen tomorrow, not the known quality of a mere remembrance.

I can remember for nostalgia, for narration, to recapture perhaps, but it shall never possess the quality of the unknown and the unseen - a charm of its own ! Better to live and exist for that moment of charm than for that moment of nostalgia.

A meeting today later, welcomed a long standing misconception that ruled the mind of the other and I was glad that a step was taken to dismiss it and to encourage association and personal confrontation rather than hearsay. Hearsay by the construct of its words is by itself explanatory - ‘hear’ and ‘say’. You hear something and then you transfer it by saying. Whether what is heard is correct or true or false is never considered. Where and how it gets transferred by saying is also under an umbrella of doubt. For me and for those that seek audience on the issue, it shall always be ‘heard in one ear and out of the other’. Face me, talk to me, direct and without distortion, unhesitatingly, and that shall be reason for me to understand and believe. Chinese whispers were built for those that had reason to occupy themselves, because that is a business that is thriving enough on its own. Who cares whether it affects the other or the other situation, the deed for which someone may pride themselves in has been done. The whisperer has moved on to the next whisper, and the ones that he whispered to, have been left to assimilate the effects of it in earnest, and finding it most oppressive to live and cope with.

Clear the issue once with truth and honesty and ruthless integrity. Those that value the three aspects shall value the moment. Those that do not, are going to be devoid of any of these recognized qualities, qualities which I believe make you human, not a disgusting evil that will eventually be avoided like the plague !

Those in the sphere of the public and of public attention, bear this cross each day. Do not raise me to a pedestal, where I do not ever belong, isolate me thereafter, become agents of mine on self accord, deviate the minds of those that wish to communicate, take unofficial charge as my keepers, conduct yourself in a manner which reeks of garlic from every pore and claim the genuineness of it by drawing strength from the fact that I shall never be able to discover the truth or the fact. You shall only succeed in doing so for a while. Eventually you shall face discard. Look forward to that day as your tomorrow, for it shall come undoubtedly. The past shall merely remain as a remembrance, the future will be devastatingly true and real. If you shall have the courage to look forward to that tomorrow, you shall never ever indulge in what you profess to do today !!

More and much more shall follow. But in due time. Do not expect the one, to act in the way you would wish. If there is faith and trust and integrity within, for the other, give time for them to react in their way. In time and not necessarily the time you would wish, it shall resolve with permanency - hopefully for all concerned !!

My love and attention and gratitude for all …

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More love and greater affection …

And now back home and the Sunday WW ( well wishers ) :

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Its been a crowded day !!


Amitabh Bachchan

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         Jalsa , Mumbai                   Sept 15,  2012                  Sat  11:56 PM



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One never knows how much the body endures, until you put it to natural test or rest. I did today, and my word I discovered that if it was possible to not disturb it, it would speak to you, or act in ways unfamiliar.

This may seem to be wondrous words to the Ef, for you have all been saying just that … and no one has been listening. No we all are … and are aware of it too … but never had time to put it to practice … now that I have, and seen results, my gracious thank you’s to all …

It gets on in time again tonight and though I have a relatively off day, I do travel, but back same day to be in time for the Sunday well wishers and a few meetings for future film projects … always exciting to look forward to !!

I did get to see some portions of KBC over dinner with the wife and I have to say that the HD Sony is a most superior quality of television. The images and the lights and the personnel all seem to have been lit in a manner that makes it all look, better than the real. I wonder if many that get to see the programme will ever get the feel of HD broadcast. It is quite phenomenal !!

Technology keeps altering its course each minute these days and keeping up with it is indeed an arduous task. But, I do believe that if you make attempt at it, the results shall show. Leaving it to others to fix, but leaving to yourself to use may not quite be the best. A continuous effort needs to be made to keep not necessarily abreast, but in tune with what is in possession. I needed to put on some music for the ‘little one’ and simply forgot how the systen operates, for it had not been in use for a while !! Eventually I did figure it out, and bounced around with her in my arms to the rhythm. But I found out the solution myself. Get the mechanic , call the manufacturer, the electrician … ahh … such a waste of time and learning .. Just do it yourself, who knows it may remain for the rest of your life with you. Like I did for another element - the remote for the air conditioning. Some thing was going wrong and I needed to know why and what. After several failed attempts, the obvious next is to call the company and get the representative over. I did that too, but not without giving it my own try, and when the rep arrived and explained and I repeated procedure in front of him, I felt that if ever there was to be that issue again I should be able to solve it.

When one talks to the concerned person, the most obvious reaction has been, why did you have to call, could have sent someone, or you could have asked the office to connect and it would have been done. No. I need to know it myself. And if my capabilities cannot grasp it, then and only then shall I resort to the other means.

I believe inactivity numbs the mind. And I believe that a numb mind is a mind that has been diseased. There shall be with time, several incidents that nature shall exert to cause damage to our system, and no one shall be able to prevent that. But why bring it on before its time. The human has been accepted to be the most complex machinery of the Maker. We can look after it like we do our cars and bikes and other more complex man made ingredients. But if it can be done for an inert body why not for one that judges what is inert and what is not. Surely, the latter deserves greater care concern and attention !!

Health bulletins over, it is time to practice what one preaches unabashedly …

Good night then … and we shall be with you in healthy atmosphere by the morrow ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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    Jalsa, Mumbai                      Sept 14/15,  2012                      Fri/Sat 2:25 AM



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Mahendra C … many happy returns of the day, and simply love the fact that you love ‘Sharabi’ … 200 times and all !!



Yes … I have transferred my soul to the Blog now and am willing to face the anger and concern from those who care, on my late hours ! But it shall not change. The commitment to the Ef is far greater than my 30-40 winks. Will it and ye shall receive. The physicality of a transfer of pain and desire and work could perhaps be never seen in real terms, but somewhere a bird chirps, flowers bloom, the moon shines, the earth glistens … purely because we thought of seeing it the way we wanted it to.

I see each night what I believe to be the attention that my words would draw, with those who have through years been alongside. Never finding or knowing the reveal, but now that they do, cannot stop its pouring. I talk of myself of course. The years and years languished in agony of inability to reach out, than to surrender to mediums, has finally been overcome. Perhaps not completely, but substantially ! And you dear ones are the reason for its length and breath, its angles and corners, its parabolic curves and finite circumferences. This trigonometry I succumb and bow to. I did it once before - in its academic avatar. But other than the joy of formulaic equations that resolved themselves into neat equals and root and to the power of nondescript alphabets, there was nothing that I could gain from it ! It gave me a degree of some respectability, perhaps a position that garnered social relevance, but beyond that nothing more !! The equation now is beyond that achievement, if it can be called one. So let us rejoice in this, which we hold so dearly. One that we cherish and embrace with open and folded hands. And let us not deny ourselves the spirit of joy and fulfillment that it carries with it continuously !!

Mahendra’s birthday on 15th September. A lover of ‘Sharabi’, and a request from those that know of this to explore the possibility of leading all to that inner working other than what was imprinted on perishable film.

Prakash Mehra had great story telling sense. So did many others, but he had the inherent desire of drowning his characters within the most intense emotional parameters. He had a formidable team of writers yes, but his own sensibilities towards situations and the language to be used was his scoring points. His personal sense of music too was an added advantage. It was basic and quite pure, padded with at times his own personal lyrical inputs, which perhaps he did more as a hobby than to deny the professional designated for the job. Finding the right situations for music is in an Industry of our film standing and culture, a most potent weapon. A few immediate names that come to mind are Raj Kapoor, Guru Dutt, Bimal Roy, Kamaal Amrohi, Mehboob Khan and several others of the time. Man Mohan Desai was a master of justifying the ridiculous in a manner that no other could. His music and songs and his situations that he created were unique. The songs were the first portions that were filmed first in his pictures, and later would start the process of linking them all up with a relevant story line. Not so Prakash ji. His lyrics were pertinent, and his situations melted into the flow of the story through its music. If the moment was one of fun and frivolity, the music and the words almost rendered themselves as if dialogues of the film.

Prakash ji was greatly more verbose than any other of the time, but not without reason. Verbosity was a great asset in the early years of film. That and music. Unlike of course today’s times, when lyrics and the healthy mix of the classic in our songs, is substantially reduced.

Raj Kapoor ji was in his own right a great musician too, which perhaps few are aware of. His knowledge and sense of music therefore always had a permanency, which as we all know has been through the ages considered to be timeless. His particular fondness for the Raga Jaijaivanti is universally known to all that considered themselves connoisseurs of music. And may I add that this particular Raga has been one that has always produced a hit track each time it has been used. But more of that some other time !

So when ‘Sharabi’ was being written, its flow of words and expressions were to me at that time, an interference in performance. It was a film where the lead character was to remain alcoholically intoxicated through out the story. A drunk takes time to say what he wishes to say. The tongue is heavier, thoughts on the construct of dialogues take time to form before they can be spoken and movements are laborious and strained. Long and lengthy soliloquies, the kind that the lead was to ‘slobber’ in the film, would therefore take an enormous amount of time to complete. I told Prakash ji his film would have to be a 6 hr epic if the lengths of the dialogues were not curtailed. To his credit, he understood the gravity of the situation and revised all that was written, into a secure concise form, and what you see in the film is a result of that most necessary exercise.

Prakash ji was a liberal director. So long as the essence of a particular scene was not disturbed he would not refuse an impromptu addition. For me as an actor portraying, what I would consider a difficult screenplay to perform, it was most welcoming. He was an accommodating director and did not have any kind of fancy camera work in his films. You started speaking your lines and if you faltered after a while he would stop there and instead of going back for a retake, would take it forward from where you left off. The frames were simple, the speak was deep. He would not cut a shot at the designated position but instead allowed the camera to run, allowing the artist to improvise any additions in case he was willing to do so.

All films of the time would undergo dubbing and ‘Sharabi’ was no different. But for one particular scene, the death of Om Prakash ji in the film, I requested if he would keep the live take, since reliving and re enacting that moment of emotion would never bring out the desired results, and he agreed.

Prakash ji’s own personal relationship with his Father was perhaps one that was strained, and in all his films and in their stories, there was always a glimpse of that discomfort that he lived with. For him I was his ‘lalla’ and when he would be pleased with a particular shot he would come across and give me a gentle peck on my cheek.

The inspiration for ‘Sharabi’ of course came, as I have mentioned several times before, on a flight from New York to Trinidad and Tobago in the West Indies, when we were travelling for one of the many world concert tours that we pioneered. The film was shot mostly on the large two floors that Film City was inaugurated with, and within its confines or just out of it in the outdoors of the complex.

‘Sharabi’ came at a time when the more artistic cinema was the flavor of Award giving institutions. It won nothing. Except its massive box office returns, 75 weeks of its running, and the attention it draws till now with the likes of @sarkarmc alias Mahendra !

My love and affection to all as ever .. good morning .. it draws now on 4 am  !!

Amitabh Bachchan

Sep 14, 201223 notes
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         Jalsa, Mumbai                       Sept 13,  2012                   Thu  11:25 PM



Some of the extended family had longed to read ‘Jalsa, Mumbai’ as the header and I do hope they feel better about it today. I certainly do. Saves me the added guile required to manufacture hidden identities !!

So after almost having left my briefcase behind at the airport at time of boarding, pleasantries by the crew who associated me with having worked in ‘SlumDog Millionaire’, a read, a movie, attempts at shaken up sleep, a bitterly freezing cabin, welcoming personnel, and now my connect, I am reasonably stable and ready to confront the next recording for KBC tomorrow.

My abrupt ending of my previous blog which was being hastily written in the lounge, has now lost its meaning and temper, so I wish to leave it at that and not pursue the matter. But at that moment it did occur to me that such occurrences do happen, or could happen, and that, if they did what its eventual consequences would be.

It is worrying to witness via the communication medium what transpires in the rest of the world and indeed in your own country. There is restlessness and anger, there is game playing and positioning and there are many unhappy people around all of us. People with legitimate claims, and their efforts to express them in the most vociferous manners. Mediums of information now give us the added view of a visual, which, perhaps some decades ago was heard but not perhaps seen as widely and as immediately as it is now.

Whereas, some of the proceedings often need the urgency of transmission, there is also the other feeling of an excess, which eventually leads one to its ineffectiveness. Cinema in many ways perhaps falters with similar malaise. Predictability has been the cause of the relegation of the success factor. Novel ideas presentations and subjects, that are testing our sensibilities, are now in the forefront of the change being noticed and practiced. This not to say that the formulaic content of the past isn’t knocking the box office over. It is. But its enactment by the latest on the block, and its presentation, albeit short in its duration, is still catching our fancies.

Media and film continuously battle to overcome this deformity. And surprisingly, what emerges is that rapidity of information and its dissemination, is what most are looking out for. I can understand this phenomena occurring in the field of entertainment, but is the polity expecting that from other vocations too. ” Ok ! Lets have a changed scenario and see what they can serve up ! “. Dear me ! In matters of governance this would be horrific. Faith and stability would suffer inconsolable shocks. I would imagine !!

Leave you now with some thoughts, and retire .. with promise of more later ..pictures and comment and who knows even a voice recoding .. !!

My love

Amitabh Bachchan

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DAY 1609

The Lounge at the terminal that boasts of still being on the other Side Of the Atlantic, Collection of Isles

Sept 12 ,  2012      Wed  9:40 PM time zone

Time to travel again and collect thoughts of what was done thought and said, in these last few days. Whether it was good or bad or just …

I wonder often if it happens so, with many others. Are there avenues within us that continuously question and test our thinking. Are we concerned as much as we should be about aspects that concern morals, society, world affairs, history and the politics of regions other than your own place of residence. Would it affect our demeanor, our way we conduct our lives, of what we express, where we go, who we associate with and who not. I have often noticed that those in prominence continuously exercise these options - who visits whom, what the equation between two conveys if seen together, or apart and many other inconsequential deeds. Inaccessibility to those that matter often gives rise to such speculation and often when a million why’s and where’s and why not’s are brought to light, some shall obviously fall in the right basket ! It may never have been the cause for it, but because of its personality value, it gathers momentum, stretches out its own feet across and rides a fair distance.

I would imagine those in power, those that guide and dictate fortunes of an entire nation, and on whom the polity has deposited the responsibility of governance, would often fall victims of such misadventures. An important policy decision that is going to affect millions of people, could have been taken by the ‘prominent’ when in the confines of his or her personal space - such individuals can never be too far away from instant reaction or action, even if they were to be somewhat ‘out of office hours’. Decision taken is passed on to executive assistant to be sent to concerned officer in charge, delegated for that concerned department. Some decisions are readily accepted, some debated, and some rejected individually. And since they are ‘public servants’, there to serve, they needs must accept it. But not without nagging question.

Let us assume a scenario when governing head has in his leisure time entertained guests, but has had to attend to pressing decision making. Decision taken and passed, not entirely acceptable to administrator, calls for questions in his mind on why such decide was made. And the first question that enters their mind is … ” who is having dinner with him ?” .. and once the name is revealed, it is wrongly construed that the guest did indeed have a hand in forming opinion that was taken. End of matter ? No ! Guest is now considered, without any knowledge to be important enough to influence ‘prominence’ and his life changes …

More on this later .. I have to board now ..

Love

Amitabh Bachchan

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V&A&BP, Atlantic on the East           Sept  11,  2012          Tue 10:40 PM time zone






I do hope that someone from our Ef that prides himself or herself in the greater knowledge of Hindi was able to assist in translating the interview, and if not then a fervent plea to kindly do so at the earliest …

Its time for travel again and further East, homeward. Time spent in fruitful deliberations with family and kid of kid, even though of a short duration and long hours on the road, filled with unrelenting traffic congestions. Many at home complain continuously of the jams and time spent on the roads of the city of Mumba Devi. But taking 4 hours to get out of London city is really taking the cake the bakery and the icing !! One tunnel that runs under the Thames, and millions of commuters to drive across it, a bad accident inside and the entire region is a travelers mess. Things happen in other worlds too. A severe blizzard in New York many years ago, stopped the city for three days and I spent most of them looking out of my Hotel window into a deserted and forlorn city that prides itself as one that never goes to sleep !

Our dear Fatima has been overwhelmed by the affection and compassion of her BigB Yahoo Club that entered into its 11th year, but really it has been a complete work of dedication against all odds and difficult times for her, and indeed those that she gathered in support. So one more time … well done Fats … 11 years ? Gosh seems like it all happened just yesterday.

It also seems like the Arab time of the year in London. At every corner of the city, they welcome you and seek pictures. There are designated periods in the city when particular tourists from other parts of the world come over. And all of it has something to do with either weather conditions in their own country, or the holiday period of their children !

But lovely to meet all of them as you walk round the corner, in the shops, in restaurants, smiling, polite and quite excited. Excitement for and at a 70 yr ?? Hmm … doesn’t seem right. But I shall take all the same !!

Andy Murray won the US Open, India lost to New Zealand by 1 run … now that is excitement. The tennis was gorgeous, especially when you have Mr Bond himself in the stands cheering for his Scot ‘brethren’. Sean Connery along with Kevin Spacey, wild with cheer. And what a recovery by Djokovic after being two sets down. Djokovic, a most charming and delightful player to watch - brilliant when he performs on court and even more brilliant when he shall mischievously break into a dance to amuse the crowds in the tiers. For Murray a dogged effort for many years to be where he is today, spurred on by his Mother in the stands along with his camp, and his attractive girl friend.

Girl friends I dare say, have become an integral part of professional tennis. They sit there by the side, cheering, urging their man to perform, despairing when he faults, and at times shedding tears when their counterpart has had an emotional moment. An interesting moment on court gets immediately reflected on them as the camera catches every movement and expression - a comment on their dress, the glares and their hair thrown in for personal effect ! Mothers and Fathers too have had their presence in the players box commented upon, and an adventurous climb by their progeny, through decorated flower beds and high stand walls, now just crowned world champion, has always been well received and cheered by those not being hugged or embraced by a very tall and beautiful Maria Sharapova !!

Interesting !!

But the US Open has always been a more interesting venue. The temperament has been most relaxed and chilled out. The crowds keep themselves busy with their hotdogs and their beer, a personal chat shall often take place between audience and player, and players shall respond. I remember a particular moment in the tournament, when the ‘alley cat’ Jimmy Connors, nick named thus because of his never giving up fighting spirit, was playing against an opponent (the name I cannot remember), and it was a battle till the end - the match going on well past midnight !

A viewer sitting way back, feet up on the seat before him, after patiently waiting for a result, yelled out to Jimmy just when he was about to serve - ” hey Jimmy, hurry up will ya’, I’m getting late for dinner !” and Jimmy Connors stopped his serve mid way, looked up and yelled back - ” Ya buddy ! So am I !!” …

Healthy banter, always took away the grim and serious concentrated environment from such sporting events, showing to all a personal side which made them equals .. !!

For that is what we all really are, equals. Irrespective of the glorious epithets that get constructed around us !!

Equals all … in all respects … even in our timings of turning in for the night ..

Love,

Amitabh Bachchan

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V&A&BP, Other side of Atlantic           Sept 11,  2012            Tue  2: 35 PM time zone

Rummaging through some email and sms from concerned, was directed by Raghuvendra Singh of Film Fare to a Hindi interview conducted by known journalist Ajay Brahmatmaj, and felt that most of our Hindi readers that have continuously expressed desire to see something in my national language from me, would be interested. Its a remembrance of my Father a day before his birthday anniversary some years ago … 2008 !


Monday, December 1, 2008
लोग मुझे भूल जायेंगे,बाबूजी को याद रखेंगे,क्योंकि उन्होंने साहित्य रचा है -अमिताभ बच्चन

अमिताभ बच्चन से उनके पिता श्री हरिवंश राय बच्चन के बारे में यह बातचीत इस मायने में विशिष्ट है किअमित जी ज्यादातर फिल्मों के बारे में बात करते हैं,क्योंकि उनसे वही पूछा जाता है.मैंने उनके पिता जी के जन्मदिन २७ नवम्बर से एक दिन यह पहले यह बातचीत की थी।यकीन करे पहली बार अमिताभ बच्चन को बगैर कवच के देखा था.ग्लैमर की दुनिया एक आवरण रच देती है और हमारे सितारे सार्वजनिक जीवन में उस आवरण को लेकर चलते हैं.आप इस बातचीत का आनंद लें…
-पिता जी की स्मृतियों को संजोने की दिशा में क्या सोचा रहे हैं?

हम तो बहुत कुछ करना चाहते हैं। बहुत से कार्यक्रमों की योजनाएं हैं। बहुत से लोगों से मुलाकात भी की है मैंने। हम चाहते हैं कि एक ऐसी संस्था खुले जहां पर लोग रिसर्च कर सकें। यह संस्था दिल्ली में हो या उत्तर प्रदेश में हो। हमलोग उम्मीद करते हैं कि आने वाले वर्षो में इसे सबके सामने प्रस्तुत कर सकेंगे।

आप उनके साथ कवि सम्मेलनों में जाते थे। आप ने उनके प्रति श्रोताओं के उत्साह को करीब से देखा है। आज आप स्वयं लोकप्रिय अभिनेता हैं। आप के प्रति दर्शकों का उत्साह देखते ही बनता है। दोनों संदर्भो के उत्साहों की तुलना नहीं की जा सकती, लेकिन हम जानना चाहेंगे कि आप इन्हें किस रूप में व्यक्त करेंगे?
सबसे पहले तो पिता के रूप में हमेशा काफी याद किया है। क्योंकि वो अक्सर मुझे अपने साथ ले जाया करते थे। उनका वो रूप भी मैंने देखा है। जिस तरह का उत्साह और जितनी तादाद में लोग रात-रात भर लोग उन्हें सुनते थे, ऐसा तो मैंने इधर कभी देखा नहीं। लेकिन वो जो एक समां बनता था बाबूजी के कवि सम्मेलनों का वो अद्भुत होता था। दिन भर बाबूजी दफ्तर में काम करते थे उसके बाद रात में कहीं कवि सम्मेलन होता था। यह जरूरी नहीं कि हम जिस शहर में थे उसी शहर में कवि सम्मेलन हो। पास के शहरों में भी होता था। कभी गाड़ी से जाना होता था, कभी ट्रेन से जाना पड़ता था। रात को जाना वहां, पूरी रात कवि सम्मेलन में पाठ करना। अलस्सुबह वापस आना और फिर काम पर चले जाना, इस तरह का संघर्ष था उनका। उनके साथ कवि सम्मेलन में जो समय बीतता था, वो अद्भुत था।

अपने प्रति दर्शकों का उत्साह और उनके प्रति श्रोताओं के उत्साह के बारे में क्या कहेंगे?
दोनों अलग-अलग हैं। मुझे तो लोग भूल गए हैं। एक-दो साल में पूरी तरह भूल जाएंगे। बाबूजी को तो हजारों साल तक याद रखेंगे, क्योंकि उन्होंने साहित्य रचा है।

क्या कभी आपकी इच्छा होती है कि आप कवि सम्मेलनों या साहित्यिक गोष्ठियों में श्रोता की तरह जाएं या कभी अपने आवास पर ऐसे सम्मेलन या गोष्ठी का आयोजन करें?
कई बार गया हूं मैं और अपने घर पर भी आयोजन किया है।

अपने पिता के समकालीन या मित्र साहित्यकारों में किन व्यक्तियों को आपने करीब से जाना और समझा?
जब हम छोटे थे तो जितने भी उनके करीब थे, उनके साथ हमारा संपर्क रहता था। चाहे वो पंत जी हों या दिनकर जी हों और जितने भी उनके समकालीन थे, सब के साथ काफी भेंट होती थी, मुलाकात रहती थी। फिर सब अलग-अलग दिशाओं में चले गए। हम भी अपने काम में व्यस्त हो गए। ज्यादा संपर्क नहीं रहा॥ लेकिन कहीं न कही उनके साथ संपर्क रहा, जब कभी मिलना-जुलना होता तो अच्छी तरह मिले।

सुमित्रानंदन पंत जी ने आपका और आपके भाई का नाम क्रमश: अमिताभ और अजिताभ रखा। क्या पंत जी की कुछ स्मृतियां बांटना चाहेंगे?
पंत जी जब भी इलाहाबाद आते थे तो हमारे घर ही रहते थे। फिर जब हम दिल्ली चले गए। जब भी वो दिल्ली आते थे तो हमारे घर पर ही रहते थे। बहुत ही शांत स्वभाव था उनका … उनके लंबे बाल हमेशा याद आते हैं। उस समय तो हम छोटे थे और उनके साथ समय बिताना खाने की मेज पर कुछ साहित्यिक बातों की चर्चा होती थी, जीवन की चर्चा होती थी और एक साहित्यिक वातावरण बना रहता था। वे बहुत ही शांत और साधारण व्यक्ति थे।

बच्चन जी ने आत्मकथा में लिखा है - मेरे ‘मन की नारी’ मेरे बड़े लड़के को मिली है … उनके इस निरीक्षण को आप कैसे व्यक्त करेंगे?
अब ये तो मैं नहीं बता पाऊंगा। ये उनका दृष्टिकोण था। पता नहीं उनका दृष्टिकोण क्या था, ये मैं नहीं कह सकता हूं। लेकिन मैं केवल इतने में ही खुश हूं कि यदि वो ऐसा सोचते हैं तो मैं अपने-आपको भाग्यशाली समझता हूं। उनके मन में जो भी मेरे प्रति या परिवार के प्रति आशायें थीं यदि मैं उन्हें पूरा कर पाया हूं तो इसे मैं अपना सौभाग्य मानता हूं।

उन्होंने इच्छा प्रकट की थी कि अमित को अपनी आत्मकथा लिखनी चाहिए। उनके शब्द हैं, ‘अमित का जीवन अभी भी इतना रोचक, वैविध्यपूर्ण, बहुआयामी और अनुभव समृद्ध है - आगे और भी होने की पूरी संभावना लिए-कि अगर उन्होंने कभी लेखनी उठाई तो शायद मेरी भविष्यवाणी मृषा न सिद्ध हो।’ उन्होंने आप को भेंट की गयी प्रति में लिखा था, ‘प्यारे बेटे अमित को, जो मुझे विश्वास है, जब अपनी आत्मकथा लिखेगा तो लोग मेरी आत्मकथा भूल जाएंगे?’ पिता की इस भविष्यवाणी को आप सिद्ध करेंगे न?
मुझमें इतनी क्षमता है नहीं कि मैं इसे सिद्ध करूं। उनका ऐसा कहना पुत्र के प्रति उनका बड़प्पन है । लेकिन एक तो मैं आत्मकथा लिखने वाला नहीं हूं। और यदि कभी लिखता तो जो बाबूजी ने लिखा है,उसके साथ कभी तुलना हो ही नहीं सकती। क्योंकि बाबूजी ने जो लिखा है, आज लोग ऐसा कहते हैं कि उनका जो गद्य है वो पद्य से ज्यादा बेहतर है। खास तौर से आत्मकथा। उनके साथ अपनी तुलना करना गलत होगा।

ब्लॉग के जरिए आपके प्रशंसक दैनंदिन जीवन के साथ ही आपके दर्शन, विचार और मनोभाव से भी परिचित हो रहे हैं। ब्लॉग में आप के जीवन के अंश बिखरे रूप में आ रहे हैं। क्या हम इसे आपकी आत्मकथा की पूर्वपीठिका मान सकते हैं?
नहीं, बिल्कुल नहीं। आधुनिक काल में ब्लॉग एक ऐसा माध्यम मिल गया है, जिसमें अपने चाहने वालों से अपने प्रशंसकों के साथ मैं व्यक्तिगत रूप से वार्तालाप कर सकूं। हमारे जीवन में ऐसे अवसर कम ही मिलते हैं। और क्योंकि ये एक ऐसा माध्यम है जिससे कि मुझे किसी बिचौलिए की जरूरत नहीं है, चाहे वो कोई पत्रकार हों या कोई अखबार हो या कोई सेक्रेट्री हो या मित्रगण हो तो मुझे अच्छा लगता है कि मैं जितनी जल्दी हो, उनसे ये कनेक्शन प्राप्त कर लेता हूं। ये मुझे अच्छा लगता है। फिर जिस तरह से दो व्यक्ति शाम को मिलते हैं, चाय पीते हुए कुछ बतियाते हैं, उस तरह से मैं प्रतिदिन शाम को बैठकर कुछ समय ़ ़ ़जो मेरे साथ बीता या कोई ऐसी याददाश्त मेरे मन में या कोई ऐसा अनुभव हुआ या बाबूजी के साथ बिताया कोई पल हो, मां जी के साथ बिताया क्षण हो, अपने सहपाठियों के साथ बिताया वक्त हो, कलाकारों के साथ काम के क्षेत्र में बिताया अवसर हो, उनका मैं कभी-कभी वर्णन कर देता हूं। लेकिन ऐसा मानना ठीक नहीं होगा कि ये मेरी आत्मकथा की पूर्वपीठिका है। ये केवल एक सुविधा मिल गई है।

आप के ब्लॉग को पढ़ कर कोई चाहे तो आपकी जीवनी लिख सकता है। पिछले एक साल का सिलसिलेवार और ब्यौरेवार वर्णन कर सकता है।
हां, लेकिन ऐसा मान लेना कि यही सब कुछ होता है मेरे जीवन में तो गलत होगा।

पिता की किन कृतियों का अवलोकन आप नियमित तौर पर करते हैं? उनकी कौन सी पुस्तक हमेशा आप के साथ रहती है?
हमारे साथ पूरी रचनावली उनकी रहती है। प्रतिदिन तो मैं उसे नहीं पढ़ता हूं, लेकिन हमारे साथ रहती है। कहीं भी जाऊं,मैं उन्हें निश्चित रूप से साथ ले जाता हूं और यदा-कदा उनकी आत्मकथा पढ़ता हूं, उनकी कवितायें पढ़ता हूं और जीवन का रहस्य, जीवन का दुख-सुख सब कुछ मुझे उसमें मिलता है। और उसमें बड़ी सांत्वना मिलती है मुझे। कई प्रश्नों का उत्तर जो कि हमारे उम्र के लोगों या हम जो कम उम्र के लोग हैं उनके जीवन में कई बार आते रहते हैं। उनकी रचनाएं हमारे लिए एक तरह से मार्गदर्शक बन गयी हैं ।

आप ने ब्लॉग के एक पोस्ट में लिखा है कि पिता की रचनाओं में आपको शांति, धैर्य, व्याख्या, उत्तर और जिज्ञासा मिलती है। इनके बारे में थोड़े विस्तार से बताएं?
जितना भी उन्होंने अनुभव किया अपने जीवन में, वो किसी आम इंसान के जीवन से कम या ज्यादा तो है नहीं। जो भी उनकी अपनी जीवनी है या जो आपबीती है उनकी। उसमें संसार के जितने भी उतार-चढ़ाव है, सब के ऊपर उन्होंने लिखा है और उनका क्या नजरिया रहा है। तो वो एक बहुत अच्छा उदाहरण बन जाता है हमारे लिए। हम उसका पालन करते हैं।

पिछली बार अभिषेक से जब मैंने यही सवाल पूछा था तो उन्होंने बताया था कि आप ने आत्मकथा पढ़ने की सलाह दी थी और कहा था कि उसमें हर एक पृष्ठ पर कोई न कोई एक सबक है।
किसी भी पन्ने को खोल लीजिए कहीं न कहीं आपको कुछ ऐसा मिलेगा। लेखन के तौर पर, जो लोग भाषा सीख रहे हों या जिनकी भाषा अच्छी न हो, उसमें आपको बहुत ऐसी चीजें मिलती हैं। और जीवन का रहस्य, जीवन की जो समस्याएं हैं, जीवन की जो कठिनाईयां हैं या उसके ऊपर कोई एक बहस हो या उनकी विचारधारा हो ये पढ़कर बहुत अच्छा लगता है।

आप ने अपने ब्लॉग पर पचास से अधिक दिनों की पोस्ट में किसी न किसी रूप में पिता जी का उल्लेख किया है। पिता की स्मृतियों का ऐसा जीवंत व्यवहार दुर्लभ है। उनके शब्दों से किस रूप में संबल मिलता है?
देखिए ये एक आम इंसान जो है, वो प्रतिदिन इसी खोज में रहता है कि ये जो रहस्यमय जीवन है, इसकी कैसी उपलब्धियां होंगी? क्या विचारधारा होगी। बहुत से प्रश्न उठते उसके मन में। क्योंकि प्रतिदिन हमारे और आपके मन में कुछ न कुछ ऐसा बीतता है, जिसका कभी-कभी हमारे पास उत्तर नहीं होता। यदि हमें कोई ऐसा ग्रंथ मिल जाए जिसमें ढूंढते ही हमें वो उत्तर प्राप्त हो जाए तो फिर हमारे लिए वो भगवान रूप ही होता। मैं ऐसा मानता हूं कि हम अपने जीवन में, जब हमलोग बड़े हो रहे थे या आपके जीवन में भी है, किसी भी आम इंसान के जीवन में ऐसा ही होता है जब हम किसी समस्या में होते हैं, जब कठिनाई में होते हैं तो सबसे पहले कहां जाते हैं? सबसे पहले अपने माता-पिता के पास जाते हैं। कि आज मेरे साथ ये हो गया। क्या करना चाहिए? तो माता-पिता एक मार्ग दिखाते हैं। मार्गदर्शक बन जाते हैं। उनकी बातें हमेशा याद रहती हैं। क्योंकि जाने-अनजाने में आप चाहे पुस्तकें पढ़ लीजिए, विद्वान बन जाइए, लेकिन कहीं न कहीं जो माता-पिता की बातें होती हैं वो हमेशा हमें याद रहती हैं। क्यों याद बनी रहती है, क्या वजह है इसकी, ये तो मैं नहीं बता सकता, बहरहाल वो बनी रहती हैं। वही याद आती रहती हैं। जब कभी भी हमारे सामने कोई समस्या आती है या कोई ऐसी दुविधा में हम पड़ जाते हैं तो तुरंत ध्यान मां-बाबूजी की तरफ जाता है और हम सोचते हैं कि यदि वो यहां होते और हम उनके पास जाते तो उनसे क्या उत्तर मिलता। उसी के अनुसार हम अपना जीवन व्यतीत करते हैं। क्या उन्हें ये ठीक लगता?

पिता जी की आखिरी चिंताएं क्या थीं? समाज और साहित्य के प्रति वे किस रूप में सोचते थे?
इस पर ज्यादा कुछ अलग से उन्होंने कुछ नहीं बताया। सामान्य बातें होती थीं, देश-समाज को लेकर बातें होती थीं। साहित्यकारों से अवश्य वे साहित्य पर बातें करते थे, जिस तरह की कविता लिखी जा रही थी। जिस तरह से उनका स्तर गिर रहा था, उस पर वे बोलते थे।

‘दशद्वार से सोपान तक’ के बाद उन्होंने अपनी आत्मकथा को आगे नहीं बढ़ाया। क्या बाद की जीवन यात्रा न लिखने के कारण के बारे में उन्होंने कुछ बताया था?
उनका एक ध्येय था कि मैं यहां तक लिखूंगा और इसके बाद नहीं लिखूंगा। उनसे हमने इस बारे में कभी पूछा नहीं और न कभी उन्होंने कुछ बताया।

आप के जीवन को उनकी आत्मकथा के विस्तार के रूप में देखा जाता है।
ये तो मैं नहीं कह सकता। अगर उनके जीवन को देखा जाए तो बहुत ही विचित्र बात नजर आती है। तकरीबन 60-65 वर्षो तक एक लेखक लिखता रहा। आम तौर पर लेखक दस-बारह साल लिखते हैं। उसके बाद लिखते नहीं या खत्म हो जाते हैं। एक शख्स लगातार 60-65 सालों तक लिखता रहा । यह अपने आप में एक उपलब्धि है।

घोर निराशा के क्षणों में आपने एक बार उनसे पूछ दिया था, ‘आपने हमें पैदा क्यों किया?’ इस पर उन्होंने ‘नयी लीक’ कविता लिखी थी। इस प्रसंग को पिता-पुत्र के रिश्तों के संदर्भ में आज किस रूप में आप समझाएंगे?
पहले तो मेरे पुत्र को मुझ से ये प्रश्न पूछना पड़ेगा, फिर मैं कुछ कह पाऊंगा। अभी तक उन्होंने पूछा नहीं। और ऐसी उम्मीद नहीं है कि वो मुझ से आकर पूछेंगे। वो अपने काम में लग गए हैं। एक उत्साह है उनके मन में। वे प्रसन्न हैं। लेकिन यदि वो मुझसे पूछते तो मैं उनको बाबूजी की कविता पढ़ा देता।

इस प्रसंग को लेकर कभी व्यथा होती है मन में?
बिल्कुल होती है। बाबूजी के सामने कभी आंख उठा कर हमने बात नहीं की थी। और अचानक ऐसा प्रश्न पूछ देना। प्रत्येक नौजवान के जीवन में ऐसा समय आता है, जब जीवन से, समस्याओं से, काम से, अपने आप से निराश होकर हम ऐसे सवाल कर बैठते हैं। हम सब के जीवन में ऐसा समय आता है।

बच्चन जी ने लिखा है कि मेरे पुस्तकालय में आग लग जाए तो मैं ‘बुद्धचर्या, भगवद्गीता, गीत गोविंद, कालिदास ग्रंथावली, रामचरित मानस, बाइबिल , कम्पलीट शेक्सपियर, पोएटिकल व‌र्क्स ऑफ ईट्स, दीवाने गालिब, रोबाइयत उमर खैयाम की और गुंजाइश बनी तो वार एंड पीस और जां क्रिस्तोफ लेकर भागूंगा।’ क्या ऐसी कुछ पुस्तकों की सूची आपने भी सोच रखी है?
मैं तो उनकी रचनावली लेकर भागूंगा।


 

बेहतरीन इंटरव्यू है। अभिताभ बच्चन की बातों से ही लगता है कि उनकी भाषा किसी साहित्य से आ रही है। पर्दे पर देखने का जुनून, इस कलाकार की बातों को सुनकर सुकून में बदल जाता है।
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Rekha Srivastava <http://www.blogger.com/profile/00465358651648277978>  said…

फिल्मी माहौल से हटकर अभिताभ से कि गयी यह बातचीत बहुत अच्छी लगी.
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कंचन सिंह चौहान <http://www.blogger.com/profile/12391291933380719702>  said…

धन्यवाद इस साक्षात्कार के लिये…!
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vinitutpal <http://vinitutpal.blogspot.com/>  said…

behtreen baten aur behtreen sawal. yahi hamen amitabh bachchan aur harivansh rai vachchan se aatmeeyta badhatee hain.
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durgesh <http://www.blogger.com/profile/07917043374673733514>  said…

Ajay ji,I must say,its a wonderful intv.Mr. Bachchan has spoken with whole heartedly which he normaly doesn’t do…
regards
Durgesh
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Ajay Rohilla <http://www.blogger.com/profile/05887656938412480122>  said…

ajay ji dhanyvad bachchan sahab ke ek behtrin interview ke liye…bete ki dristi se ek sahityakar ko dekhna ek sukhd anubhav hai…ek baar fhir dhanyvad..
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अमित भैया की बातचीत के जरीये पुन: आदरबीय बच्चन चाचाजी की बातोँ को पढवाने के लिये सादर धन्यवाद,
- लावण्या
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Monday, December 8, 2008
भाषा से भाव बनता है: अमिताभ बच्चन
अमिताभ बच्चन अपने पिता की रचना ‘जनगीता’ को स्वर देंगे.इस बातचीत में अमिताभ बच्चन ने और भी बातें बतायीं.जिस प्रकार एक सुसंस्कारित, आस्थावाहक पुत्र की तरह सदी के महानायक पिता की रचनाओं को अपना स्वर देकर उस अनमोल विरासत और परम्परा से जुड़ने के आकांक्षी है वह एक बड़ी बात है-



आपने पिता द्वारा अनूदित ‘ओथेलो’ में कैसियो की भूमिका निभायी थी। उनकी इच्छा थी कि आप ‘हैमलेट’ की भी भूमिका निभाएं। क्या इसकी संभावना बनती है?
अब तो नहीं बन सकती। अब तो ‘हैमलेट’ के पिता के रूप में जो भूत था वही बन पाऊंगा। हां, इस बात का खेद है कि उसे नहीं कर पाया। कभी अवसर नहीं मिल पाया। जब अवसर था तो व्यस्तता बढ़ गई थी। व्यस्तता के कारण इस ओर मैं ध्यान नहीं दे पाया। मैं उम्मीद करता हूं कि आने वाले दिनों में कोई न कोई इसे पढ़ेगा और इसकी बारीकी को समझेगा। कोई न कोई कलाकार इस किरदार को जरूर निभाएगा।



इस सवाल का यह भी आशय था कि क्या आप निकट भविष्य में रंगमंच पर उतर सकते हैं?
इस उम्र में थिएटर में वापस जाना मेरे लिए संभव नहीं होगा, क्योंकि थिएटर बड़ा मुश्किल काम है। जो लोग थिएटर करते हैं,उनको मैं बहुत दाद देता हूं। वे उम्र बीतने पर भी लगातार थिएटर से जुड़े रहते हैं। इतने गुण मुझमें नहीं हैं।



बच्चन जी की स्मृति में युवा और उदीयमान साहित्यकारों के लिए किसी ठोस योजना पर कोई विचार चल रहा है क्या?
इस पर विचार चल रहा है। हमने सोचा है कि एक रिसर्च इंस्टीट्यूट बने,जहां लोग बाबूजी की रचनाओं पर आकर रिसर्च कर सकें। अध्ययन करें। इस तरफ हमलोग ध्यान दे रहे हैं। उम्मीद करते हैं कि जरूर कुछ होगा।



विदेशों में साहित्यकारों के घर म्यूजियम बना दिए जाते हैं। अपने देश में कलाकारों और साहित्यकारों के प्रति यह सम्मान नहीं है। क्या आप ‘सोपान’ को म्यूजियम के रूप में परिवर्तित करना चाहेंगे?
बाबूजी की स्मृति में एक लाइब्रेरी जरूर होनी चाहिए। इस दिशा में हमलोगों ने कई बार सोचा है। नक्शे भी बने। फिर बनते-बनते वह योजना रह गई है। हम चाहते हैं कि रिसर्च इंस्टीट्यूट बने। वहां उनकी पुस्तकें रखी जाएं। ‘सोपान’ हमारा निजी गृह है। उसे हम पब्लिक के लिए नहीं खोल सकते। ‘सोपान’ और यहां ‘प्रतीक्षा’ में उनकी चीजें ज्यों की त्यों रखी हुई हैं। हमारे लिए वे प्रेरणा हैं। हम उनका आदर करते रहेंगे। हां, अगर कोई उनका प्रेमी कुछ देखना चाहेगा और हमसे आग्रह करेगा तो हम इंकार नहीं करेंगे। आम जनता के लिए हम उन्हें नहीं खोलना चाहेंगे।



एक बच्चन संग्रहालय भी हो सकता है, जहां आपके पिताजी के साथ-साथ आपसे और जया जी, अभिषेक और ऐश्वर्या से जुड़ी चीजें और यादें रखी जा सकती हैं?
अगर कोई सोचे तो करने के लिए बहुत कुछ हो सकता है। मिल-जुलकर सोचना होगा। पहली बात तो यह है कि हमने अपने आपको कभी इतना महत्वपूर्ण समझा नहीं कि हमारे लिए ऐसा कुछ हो। हां, बाबूजी के लिए कई बार सोचा है। हमलोग उनकी सारी चीजें एकत्रित कर रहे हैं। उन पर एक डॉक्यूमेंट्री भी बन रही है, जिसका निर्देशन डॉ ़ चंद्रप्रकाश द्विवेद्वी कर रहे हैं। अगर कोई उनकी रचनाओं के रूपांतरण या अनुवाद की अनुमति लेता है तो हम कभी मना नहीं करते हैं। अभी हम अपनी सोच को मू‌र्त्त रूप नहीं दे पाए हैं।



आपको ‘मधुशाला’ क्यों अत्यधिक प्रिय है?
सरल है और उसमें जीवन का सार मिलता है।



आपके पिता जी ने एक बार अपनी रचनाएं स्वयं रिकॉर्ड की थीं। उस रिकॉर्ड को जारी किया जाए तो आज की पीढ़ी उनकी रचनाओं का आनंद उनके स्वर में ले सकती है। हम कब तक इसकी उम्मीद कर सकते हैं?
हाल ही में हमलोगों ने बहुत खोजने के बाद कुछ रिकॉर्ड एकत्रित किए हैं। उम्मीद करते हैं कि आने वाले वर्षो में इसका एक संग्रह निकल सके। उस समय की रिकॉर्डिग साधारण तरीके से की गई है। तब न तो हमारे पास इतने साधन थे और न ऐसी समझ थी। आकाशवाणी में रिकॉर्ड हुई चीजें ठीक हैं। व्यक्तिगत तौर पर कुछ लोगों ने कवि सम्मेलनों आदि में उनकी रचनाएं रिकॉर्ड की हैं। जैसे मुंबई में धर्मवीर भारती के यहां कभी कुछ रिकॉर्ड हो गया। कोलकाता में बिड़ला जी की संस्थाओं में कुछ रिकॉर्ड है। बहुत लोग लिखते हैं हमें कि उनके पास बाबूजी की चिट्ठियां हैं। बाबूजी हर किसी के पत्र का जवाब हाथ से लिखकर देते थे। हम उन सभी को एकत्रित कर रहे हैं। हो सकता है कि सभी पत्रों का एक संग्रह निकालें।



ऑडियो-विजुअल बहुत कम हैं?
जी, वह भी बहुत कम है। ज्यादातर घरेलू चीजें हैं। वह भी रिकॉर्ड होना तब शुरू हुआ, जब मैं फिल्मों में आया। फिल्मों में काम पाने के बाद हम एट एमएम कैमरा खरीद सके। उसके पहले तो हमारे पास साधन भी नहीं थे। अब तकनीक काफी विकसित हो गई है। इस लिहाज से हमारे पास जो चीजें हैं,उसकी क्वालिटी बहुत खराब है।



अपनी जीवन यात्रा में आपने पिता की मौजूदगी को कब सबसे ज्यादा महसूस किया?
हर पल। जब छोटे थे तब, जब बड़े हो रहे थे तब, स्कूल जाते समय। हर वर्ष। प्रत्येक अरसा उनकी यादों से भरा हुआ है। ऐसा कहना मेरे लिए संभव नहीं होगा कि उम्र के किस पड़ाव में वे ज्यादा करीब थे। उम्र बढ़ने के साथ रिश्ते का स्तर और आयाम बदल जाता है। लेकिन उनके प्रति कभी आदर-सम्मान कम नहीं हुआ। एक मर्यादा रही और बंधन रेखा का कभी उल्लंघन नहीं हुआ।



मां और पिता के सारे गुण और संस्कार आपमें समाहित हैं। हम जानना चाहेंगे कि पिता के किन गुणों पर आपने ज्यादा गौर किया और उन्हें सायास अपने जीवन में उतारना चाहा?
वे बहुत ही सरल इंसान थे। सहनशीलता उनमें बहुत थी। चाहे वह शारीरिक हो या मानसिक। उनमें आत्मबल था। किसी चीज के बारे में एक बार सोच लिया और कहा कि इसे करूंगा तो जब तक वह पूरा नहीं हो जाता था तब तक उनका आत्मबल नहीं टूटता था।



बच्चन परिवार पीढि़यों से विरोधों के बीच आगे बढ़ता रहा। सार्वजनिक जीवन में आने के बाद यह विरोध कुछ ज्यादा ही हो गया। इसकी वजह क्या हो सकती है? क्या आप मानते हैं कि बच्चन जी समय से आगे सोचते और चलते थे, इसलिए प्रबल विरोध होता था? और अब आप उसी लीक पर चल रहे हैं।
हो सकता है कि यह आपका दृष्टिकोण हो। आप जैसे लोग जो समाज, जीवन और देश को एक अलग दृष्टि से देखते हैं। उन्हें लगता हो कि हम समय से आगे रहे। हम यही कहेंगे कि हमलोगों ने जानबूझ कर कभी कुछ ऐसा नहीं किया। न ही इस आशा से किया कि इस पर कुछ चर्चा होगी। हमारे मन में जो आया, वो हमने किया। अगर वह समय से आगे चल रहा है या देख रहा है तो उसका श्रेय आप हमें दे सकते हैं कि हमने ऐसा सोचा या किया। इसके साथ जो अवगुण आते हैं या चर्चा विवाद होता है, उसका न तो हमें एहसास रहा और न हमने सोचा। मेरा ऐसा मानना रहा है और मैं अपने परिवार के सभी सदस्यों को कहता हूं कि यदि हम एक ऐसे प्रोफेशन में हैं,जहां पर सबकी नजर हम पर टिकी है तो इसे स्वीकार कर लेना चाहिए। कहीं न कहीं जो लोग विख्यात होते हैं,उन पर ऐसी नजर रखी जाती है। यही हमारा जीवन है और इससे हमें जूझना होगा। यहां बाबूजी से सीखी सहनशीलता काम आती है।



हिंदी भाषा का संस्कार और शब्दों की समृद्ध पूंजी आपको पिता से मिली है। आपने निजी अभ्यास से उसे और विकसित एवं समृद्ध किया है। हिंदी की समृद्ध परंपरा से नयी पीढ़ी कैसे जुड़ सकती है?
उतनी नहीं मिली है,जितनी मैं चाहता हूं। इस बात का मुझे बहुत खेद है। लोग ऐसा मानते और देखते हैं कि मेरे पास भाषा की जबरदस्त पूंजी है। लेकिन ऐसा है नहीं। मैं अभी भी सोच <http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_HhWIqS4_1KA/STyTHA37yBI/AAAAAAAAA9U/cf52Q6zSoKM/s1600-h/amitabh-bachchan-jaya-bachchan-abhishek-bachchan-and-aishwarya-rai-bachchan-8x6.jpg> ता हूं कि मुझे बहुत कुछ सीखना है। प्रतिदिन कोशिश करता हूं कि बाबूजी के लेखन से या जो पत्रकार लिखते हैं,उनके लेखन से या कुछ पढ़कर अपना ज्ञान बढ़ा सकूं। यह काम अभी जारी है। भाषा एक समस्या है, जिसे मैं स्वीकार करता हूं। अपनी संतान से हमेशा कहता हूं कि जब तक आप अपनी भाषा ठीक से बोलना नहीं सीखेंगे, तब तक आप अपने कार्य में भी सफल नहीं हो पाएंगे। मेरा ऐसा मानना है कि अगर आप हिंदी फिल्मों में काम करते हैं तो सबसे पहले आपको हिंदी सीखनी चाहिए। अपनी भाषा सीखनी चाहिए। अगर आप मराठी फिल्मों में काम कर रहे हैं तो मराठी भाषा सीखें। अगर आप तमिल में काम कर रहे हैं तो आप तमिल सीखें। बंगाली भाषा में काम कर रहे हैं तो बंगाली सीखें। भाषा सीखना बहुत जरूरी है। भाषा से भाव बनता है। सही भाव समझ में आता है।



आपके पिता जी की दो पंक्तियां हैं-
मैं गाऊं तो मेरा कंठ, स्वर न दबे औरों के स्वर से/जीऊं तो मेरे जीवन की औरों से हो अलग रवानी/ दुनिया से अलग और आगे रहने की बात वे हमेशा सोचते रहे। इसे आप अपने जीवन में कितना उतार पाए?
पहली बात तो यह है कि किस परिस्थिति और मानसिक स्थिति में उन्होंने ये पंक्तियां लिखीं, इसे जानना बहुत मुश्किल है। अगर आप इसे मेरे लिए एक उदाहरण बनाते हैं तो यह मेरे लिए कठिन हो जाता है। मैं केवल इतना कहना चाहूंगा कि मैं जानबूझकर या निर्धारित कर किसी अलग लीक पर जाने का प्रयत्न नहीं करता हूं। अगर वह भाग्य या परिस्थितिवश हो जाता है तो मैं उसे स्वीकार कर लेता हूं। जीवन में कई बार ऐसे क्षण आए हैं,जब लीक से हटकर कोई समस्या आई हो या कोई मार्ग दिखा हो तो ऐसे अवसरों पर आम रवैया ही होता है कि भैया यह तो लीक से हटकर है। इस पर मत जाइए। पता नहीं यह रास्ता कहां जाएगा। हम केवल इतना कह सकते हैं और किसी घमंड से ऐसा नहीं कह रहे हैं कि कभी कोई ऐसा मार्ग दिखा है तो हमने चाहा है कि चलो इस पर भी चल कर देखते हैं। इस निश्चय से नहीं जाते कि यह लीक से हटकर है। यह हमारे मन में कभी नहीं रहा।



आपके बाबूजी ने ‘जनगीता’ की रचना की थी। उसका अधिक प्रचार-प्रसार नहीं हुआ। क्या उस पुस्तक को लेकर कोई योजना है?
अच्छा हुआ कि आपने बात कर ली। इन्हीं दिनों मैं उस पर बैठ रहा हूं। अभी-अभी आदेश श्रीवास्तव ने फिल्म इंडस्ट्री के दस-बारह गायकों के साथ मेरी आवाज में ‘हनुमान चालीसा’ रिकॉर्ड की है। उनके किसी मित्र का बेंगलोर में हनुमान मंदिर खुल रहा था तो उन्होंने रिकॉर्ड किया था। उन्होंने मुझसे कहा तो मैंने भी गाया। वह बहुत अच्छा बना है। मैंने उनसे सारे अधिकार खरीद लिए हैं। इसका प्रचार किया जाएगा और वीडियो बनेगा। इसको जगह-जगह भेजा जाएगा। इसी स्तर पर मैं ‘जनगीता’ का भी पाठ करूंगा। मैंने उनसे कहा है कि वे काम करें। वे इसे संगीतबद्ध कर रहे हैं। हम प्रतिदिन इस पर लगे हुए हैं। अपनी आवाज में पूरी ‘जनगीता’ हम रिकॉर्ड करेंगे और इसे सबके लिए ले आएंगे। यह अवधी मिश्रित भाषा में है।



लखनऊ और भोपाल में कुछ मौलानाओं ने ‘मधुशाला’ पर आपत्ति की है? उसके खिलाफ फतवा जारी किया है। आप इस संबंध में क्या कहेंगे?
अब इसके ऊपर मैं क्या चर्चा करूं? देश का कानून है। वे हमें बताएं कि उन्हें क्या परेशानी है। हम उसका पालन करेंगे। जिस पुस्तक को प्रकाशित हुए सत्तर साल से ऊपर हो गए और हिंदी साहित्य में जिसे एक मापदंड माना जाता है … इस मामले पर तो साहित्यकारों को बोलना चाहिए। मैं कुछ नहीं कहना चाहूंगा।

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बहुत अच्छा लगता है इस तरह के लेख पढ़कर , जो फ़िल्मी गॉसिप से अलग हों, जरूरी नहीं कि वे सब इसी पृष्ठ भूमि के हों लेकिन कुछ बता रहे हों और व्यक्त कर रहें हों उस व्यक्ति के जीवन से ग्रहण करने के योग्य कुछ बातें या फिर प्रसंग.
December 10, 2008 2:11 PM <http://chavannichap.blogspot.com/2008/12/blog-post_08.html?showComment=1228898460000#c540095083312417139>
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SHASHI SINGH <http://www.blogger.com/profile/15088598374110077013>  said…

अजय भैया, 
इन शब्दों को अपनी तारीफ भर ना समझें। यह साक्षात्कार कई कारणों से मुझे बेहद भाया। पहली तो ये कि फिल्म पत्रकारिता के नाम पर अधिकांश भौड़ापन और अस्तरीय बातों का प्रसार है ऐसे में कुछ सार्थक देने की आपकी निरंतर कोशिश सुकून देती है। दूसरी ये कि अमिताभ बच्चन की शख्सियत और उनका आभामंडल ऐसा है जहां कोई भी पत्रकार अपने पाठकों/दर्शकों के लिए हर बार कुछ नया पा सकता है… इसमें आप इस बार भी सफल रहे हैं। कोई इसे बड़ी बात भले कहे मगर मैं ये कहता हूं कि आजकल के फिल्मी सितारों को अमिताभ बच्चन से और पत्रकारों को आपसे काफी कुछ सीखने की जरूरत है।
December 12, 2008 6:05 PM <http://chavannichap.blogspot.com/2008/12/blog-post_08.html?showComment=1229085300000#c8709644482898942890>
Anonymous said…

Well done. I m certainly happy with the caliber of the details provided. I hope that you keep up with the excellent job done.
 
Seema Singh <http://www.blogger.com/profile/12764331133052488815>  said…

हिन्दी साहित्य में डा० हरिवंश राय बच्चन का नाम इतिहास के पन्नों में खूबसूरत अछरोमें हमेशा याद किया जाएगा उनकी कविताएँ उनके भावना संसार की उच्च चेतनावस्था के अव्यक्त संसार का परिचय देती हैं,और आत्मकथा उनके पूरेजीवन व्रत से रुब - रु कराती है ,उन्हें पड़ने के बाद कहना होगा -आत्मकथा लिखने का अर्थ है -अपने जीवन के भीतर -बाहर के सभी पहलूओं की -व्याख्या कर स्वय द्वारा स्वय की चीड -फाड़ करना ? इन अर्थो में साहित्यकार श्री बच्चन जी ने अपनी आत्मकथा में पूरीईमानदारी के साथ -अपनी चीड -फाड़ की बिना किसी परिणाम की परवाह किए ऐसा-कुछ एक बिरले लोग ही कर पाते हैं ,इसीलिए डा ० हरिवंश राय बच्चन को उनके साहित्य प्रेमी उन्हें एक उच्च आयाम में देखते हैं और आने बाले समय में भी देखते रहेगे .


Rather than directing readers and Ef to the site, as I should, I prefer to put it across in this manner. Somehow I feel it an impersonal exercise, sending readers to a site …

Perhaps … perhaps …. may I wish for those Ef proficient at translating to translate this for the benefit of those that do not understand Hindi ??? Thank you ..



Sep 11, 201223 notes
DAY 1607

 V&A&BP, Other side Atlantic           Sept 10,  2012           Mon 9 : 05 PM time zone




Incessantly the Ef has been worried and frustrated by various complaints about the Blog - the disappearance of their comments, or repeated attempts in posting them and still not being registered. It has been of some concern for me as well and after consultations with those that manage the back end of this operation have now thought out a cold remedy. And here is what has been  brought up :


“This is a welcome test email from the “Bachchan Bol” Helpdesk. Please redirect all your Queries and clarifications to this email address. We will get back to you with all the answers at the earliest. Thanks

नमस्कार,
यह बच्चन बोल की तरफ से टेस्ट ईमेल है. आप के सभी सवाल और शंका कृपया इस ईमेल पर भेजे | हम इन सभी प्रश्नों के जवाब जल्द से जल्द आप को देने की कोशिश करेंगे | धन्यवाद “



If it has approval, we shall get the email across in the next one ..


Makes sense ? Well then, send in your approvals and disapprovals …

Back at a fresh destination, to recover from the Atlantic voyage by the land of ice, some chores, some familiar faces, tennis, a new book of interest, a visit with kids of kids and the anticipation of work coming up back home .. films needing a yes signal, schedules to be allocated, twitter and face book resolutions and creatives, comments to be garnered, comments to be responded to and in equal measure, not leaving any out, or least attempting to … all in a days work … and its still not over … more to come, much more .. no complaints .. will attend and attend ..

The BigB Yahoo Group built with great care by the irrepressible Fatima 13 years ago celebrates its Anniversary. An unknown activity to start with, never even believed when I responded to it in the early days. Well done Fats and congratulations !!


Tennis going Murray way at the US open. Was there in the stadium many many years ago. Its a completely different atmosphere to any other tournament location in the world. Relaxed and chilled out atmosphere. Nothing formal about it unlike Wimbledon, which is greatly more reserved and adhering to protocol. US Open had but one difference. Sitting in the stands and signing autographs as Vijay Amritraj !! That is who the American audience thought I was !! I corrected them, but when they insisted I continued with the fun !! Sometimes it’s great to be recognized for skills other than what you are generally known for  !!

Tennis .. on the Tv at the US Open ahead, and a complacent and almost weak kneed Djokovic succumbing to his opponent. Difficult to see champions losing composure. But eventually they all do. Even the greatest fall, and make way for the next youngster as you turn the corner. What you leave behind is the spirit or the fight before you drop. Get back up on the horse as you fall, get back up again and keep riding until the horse gives up ! Ha ha  !!!

Enough then for today .. more in the times to come ..

With love to all ..


Amitabh Bachchan



Sep 10, 201219 notes
DAY 1606

   WindyCity Chicago, USA            Sept 9,  2012               Sun 7:30 PM time zone



ATTEMPT 2


Just lost an entire post again ! Drat !


Another short stay comes to an end, as must all stays. Just when you begin to get acclimatized to the one it is time to move to the other. The anticipation of coming now shifts to the anticipation of going. 

Jazz piping through the lounge, aircraft movements relentless, in the skies little dots of light of those coming in and going up into the heights to their respective destinations. The darkness gradually descends, soon distances shall be covered and another place and people will be encountered.

Recognition in public places even in western parts of the hemisphere on the increase. A wave, an autograph and picture and conversation on recent events. Just saw you conducting KBC and now you here. Unreal !

The lady at the gate of the lounge getting ready to board. Would have to leave. Shall be with you soon, on the other side of the Atlantic … till then ..

With love

Amitabh Bachchan  

Sep 9, 201224 notes
DAY 1605(i)

Windermere City in uso A                Sept  8/9 ,  2012                   Sat/Sun  12:05 AM



September the 9th and the birthday of SHAMS .. happy birthday dear girl, all the best wishes in song, riding a tanga, whip in hand “Mard tangewala, main mard tangewala”, not to forget the Speedo !!!

Time spent with the son, timeless. On set for a while to greet and meet unit in all its efficient working and the talent. Going about the streets of windows with wares in decorated forum, some US Open and the impending storm warnings around NYC, ending the day with a group of cast and crew at dinner in the italiano. Laughter and wit, film and religious philosophy, makers of eminence of times gone by, incidents of incidence, light rain and it romanticism, and finally to Blog and Twitter and FB and mail and mobile …

Time spent with the son, timeless. Praise from co stars of his upbringing, his demeanor and his presence. A swell in the chest of pride. Character and attitude be forerunners of all that professionalism entails. Selection and success, fame and attention, popularity and stardom, could mean little in value, if character of goodness in human be not present. As a parent that could be all and all that one longs for to be acknowledged in their progeny.

Two tornados hit NewYork at Queens !!! That is one of the most unusual and alarming weather conditions heard in a while. A phenomena usually connected with the mid west, to appear in the Apple … that is serious environmental change. I do hope and pray that all are safe and out of any damage. Global warming, changing conditions were not after all, just idle gossip. Its relevance felt now almost in some part of the world constantly. The prophets of doom would be rejoicing in their predicament. The world order changers would be taking up challenges. Would humanity do their bit too ?? Time … long time ago … was given through warning. Heed or be subjected to that which is often not seen !!

As one reflects in isolation of that which we must be aware of or influenced by, we discover that our own acumen has been re evaluated when in the company of those that have educated themselves through the years and continue to do so. There is much to be gained and known. There is much to be educated of. There is much to absorb, much to learn.

And I wonder. With all the sensitive talk of cinema and its fineries, its delicate artistry in content, its international appeal and presence, how did makers like Man Mohan Desai, Prakash Mehra, who, with all due respect were perhaps never exposed to such creativity, continue to attract the millions with their works on film ?? How is it that when history shall be recalled in India about exceptional film, that their names shall come out with certain prominence.

Perhaps the ‘finer’ and greatly more tasteful works, according to a certain cinema elite, shall never have the kind of presence and longevity, that the more popular excelled in. Will this form educate or will it be the other way round - that we shall be educated by the people. Much has been argued on this. An educated class shall defend the more that is considered ‘finer’, for they shall have the learned mind to savor. The so called ‘lesser’ community will and shall always be by the side and not too far behind of the more populist brand. Its identity more appealing to a class of people that remain in majority.

If it may be required to disallow such process, then educate those who would be exposed to material that needs education to comprehend. To leave it to the content to fulfill that desire would be futile. It is an argument that has been prevalent from the time the intellectual encountered it from the festivals and events of coffee table debate and discussion. In the early years of college and university, the years of a freedom of independent thought, it was considered an ethical and ‘done’ process of just sitting about in moments of spare, to merely debate. Debate on any topic. To speak up as it were from the oppressive pressures of rigid public school education. Perhaps more importantly to be looked upon as one of greater intellect, merely because you were able to hold a social evening together purely on the strength of words. Words and expressions spoken with such aplomb, that they would to a bystander, seem almost god like and heavenly. Sense and application be damned.

The coffee house culture, that group of care free countenance, cigarette and alcohol in hand, unkempt facial growth, perhaps dark glassed even in the darkest of nights, incense burning sticks in hand, speech in reserved impressive tones, seemingly meaningful, an attraction in particular for the female species who always loved that bespectacled poetic form or aberration, words and thoughts flowing about life, philosophy, inner meaning, depth in understanding, impressionist impressionism and all other manufactured isms in the making …

How on earth would they fare or even begin to appreciate Desaiism and Mehraism. The AmarAkbarAnthonyism and the Muquaddarism, the three tubes of similar genetic blood from three different individuals - a medical unrealistic wonder - flowing simultaneously into the Mother form with boundless applause from the paid audience, or the devotion of the one that gave admiration to his ‘memsaab’ from his days of employment under her ???

I do not have the answers. Perhaps the intellectuals and thinkers do. Their distinction of class with the bourgeois - a characteristic of the middle class, typically with reference to its perceived materialistic values or conventional attitudes. Or in Marxist content, upholding the interests of capitalism; not communist, a society taking for granted the sanctity of property. Or … none of the above at all. Perhaps one built by their own building - high walled, secure, moat surrounded and certainly not impregnable !

There were attempts in the early years of my presence in the filmdom, of co existence - the populist with the realist ; ironically within the covers of the same media conglomerate - the FilmFare !! The film reviews were cynical, sarcastic and most derogatory content wise, to the one, while in complete praise of the other. Further anomalies ordained. Perhaps for the very first time in its history of Indian Cinema, awards were instituted under its name, an obvious plagiarism of the Oscars ! The reviews carried desultory remarks of particular film in each issue. Yet the same film won all the recognition or reward, a synonyme for the Award !

For some reason, perhaps of guilt dichotomy, the management decided to exercise its most powerful weapon, the power of the media, and changed the format. Class and realisticism, the ‘art form’, the art cinema would get prominence, over all else. Fine. No issues. Except … and a very big except … the star system attached to the popular, found it being alienated and not worthy of attendance as mere dressage for the event ! They minused themselves from such ceremony. Being invited to ‘give away’ the award to another fraternity member, did not suit their creative countenance. Their absence became a commercial disaster for the event - an event that survived on sponsorship. The gutka, facial creams, chocolate and other off the counter consumables, wished their products to be ridden along with their popular star. The ‘gutka’ , now a banned item, became an equal and important name change of the Award. And … the popular star system and film was rejuvenated ..

So effective was the change that now there are five or six plagiarized versions of the Oscars, all vying for star presence, time and performance presence, around the months of January and February, generally. Some finding the crowding difficult to negotiate, have shifted location, internationally. Different vocations, different languages through the presence of immigrant populace, now find favor. Television, radio and music find a door as well, as do the tempting sponsors - managers, directors and owners of which find favor of ‘giving away’ the award to the winners on stage ; a mandatory requirement for the deal !! In all fairness though the other cinema has also been incorporated as the ‘critics choice’. An apology really, but present there all the same.

Realism and populism now co exist in almost equal measure. This is good. The other cinema has slowly also discovered its value, albeit in smaller numbers, but there all the same. Some of the recent film releases from R Balki, Sujoy Ghosh, Anurag Kashyap, Shoojit Sarkar, Tigmanshu Dhulia, Dibanker Banerji et all … have made and are making a call heard by many. May they continue to flourish !

Delicacy and its artistic demand shall always have presence. So shall the popular. They are different communities, but they co exist and they must. When communities come together, a strange feel of strength invigorates us. May this strength be ever present in all vocations of our existence - cinema, sport, politics, society, nations !

When we shall hold together our hands as one, then shall the power of the oppressor be wiped out. Value not the desire to eliminate him that flows against, hold him instead and walk with him … even if you have to walk alone !!

Amitabh Bachchan


Sep 9, 201227 notes
DAY 1605

   Winding the Winding in A                    Sept  8,  2012                  Sat  7 : 35 AM




Revisiting old and seen messages, opening dated letters, watching old times through photographs, meeting a stranger suddenly to realize he was that crazy class mate some millions of years ago … must be the most fascinating moment in the lives of those that value its virtues .. I do and did and came across - no not an old picture of mine ; far too many already floating around - an email sent to me by renowned journalist and a pioneer in many aspects of the new media, Madhu Trehan - sister to Aroon Purie owner of India Today, Headlines Today and several other media enterprises, and wife to Naresh Trehan, Dr Naresh Trehan, a heart surgeon of immense standing in Delhi.

Madhu runs a site where her topic of interest has been ‘the interviewer being interviewed’, a most brave and adventurous undertaking, where journalists are grilled at their own game … err .. craft !!

Some time back she sent me an article written by the famed Hollywood actress, Jodie Foster, and commented that it would ‘speak to me’. It did ! I reproduce it here for our Ef, with the hope that it speaks to you too. Feel free to comment on it. The site where this article was written also attracted some interesting comment, not entirely complimentary, but with a fair percentage drifting between like and extreme dislike !

Jodie Foster Blasts Kristen Stewart–Robert Pattinson Break-Up Spectacle

Aug 15, 2012 4:45 AM EDT

 

Hurtful headlines. Prurient paparazzi. Fickle fans. Enough already! Jodie Foster defends a kid actor’s right to be a kid.

         

        


We’ve all seen the headlines at the check-out counter. “Kristen Stewart Caught.” We’ve all thumbed the glossy pages here and there. “Kris and Rob a couple?” We all catch the snaps. “I like that dress. I hate the hair. Cute couple. Bad shoes.” There’s no guilt in acknowledging the human interest in public linens. It’s as old as the hills. Lift up beautiful young people like gods and then pull them down to earth to gaze at their seams. See, they’re just like us. But we seldom consider the childhoods we unknowingly destroy in the process.

I have been an actress since I was 3 years old, 46 years to date. I have no memories of a childhood outside the public eye. I am told people look to me as a success story. Often complete strangers approach me and ask, How have you stayed so normal, so well-adjusted, so private? I usually lie and say, “Just boring I guess.” The truth is, like some curious radioactive mutant, I have invented my own gothic survival tools. I have fashioned rules to control the glaring eyes. Maybe I’ve organized my career choices to allow myself (and the ones I truly love) maximum personal dignity. And, yes, I have neurotically adapted to the gladiator sport of celebrity culture, the cruelty of a life lived as a moving target. In my era, through discipline and force of will, you could still manage to reach for a star-powered career and have the authenticity of a private life. Sure, you’d have to lose your spontaneity in the elaborate architecture. You’d have to learn to submerge beneath the foul air and breathe through a straw. But at least you could stand up and say, I will not willfully participate in my own exploitation. Not anymore. If I were a young actor or actress starting my career today in the new era of social media and its sanctioned hunting season, would I survive? Would I drown myself in drugs, sex, and parties? Would I be lost?

I’ve said it before and I will say it again: if I were a young actor today I would quit before I started. If I had to grow up in this media culture, I don’t think I could survive it emotionally. I would only hope that someone who loved me, really loved me, would put their arm around me and lead me away to safety. Sarah Tobias would never have danced before her rapists in The Accused. Clarice would never have shared the awful screaming of the lambs to Dr. Lecter. Another actress might surely have taken my place, opened her soul to create those characters, surrendered her vulnerabilities. But would she have survived the paparazzi peering into her windows, the online harassment, the public humiliations, without overdosing in a hotel room or sticking her face with needles until she became unrecognizable even to herself?

Acting is all about communicating vulnerability, allowing the truth inside yourself to shine through regardless of whether it looks foolish or shameful. To open and give yourself completely. It is an act of freedom, love, connection. Actors long to be known in the deepest way for their subtleties of character, for their imperfections, their complexities, their instincts, their willingness to fall. The more fearless you are, the more truthful the performance. How can you do that if you know you will be personally judged, skewered, betrayed? If you’re smart, you learn to willfully disassociate, to compartmentalize. Putting your emotions into a safety box definitely comes in handy when the public throws stones. The point is to survive, intact or not, whatever the emotional cost. Actors who become celebrities are supposed to be grateful for the public interest. After all, they’re getting paid. Just to set the record straight, a salary for a given on-screen performance does not include the right to invade anyone’s privacy, to destroy someone’s sense of self.

In 2001 I spent 5 months with Kristen Stewart on the set of Panic Room mostly holed up in a space the size of a Manhattan closet. We talked and laughed for hours, sharing spontaneous mysteries and venting our boredom. I grew to love that kid. She turned 11 during our shoot and on her birthday I organized a mariachi band to serenade her at the taco bar while she blew out her candles. She begrudgingly danced around a sombrero with me but soon rushed off to a basketball game with the grip and electric departments. Her mother and I watched her jump around after the ball, hooting with every team basket. “She doesn’t want to be an actor when she grows up, does she?” I asked. Her mom sighed. “Yes … unfortunately.” We both smiled and shrugged with an ambivalence born from experience. “Can’t you talk her out of it?” I offered. “Oh, I’ve tried. She loves it. She just loves it.” More sighs. We watched her run around the court for a while, both of us silent, each thinking our own thoughts. I was pregnant at the time and found myself daydreaming of the child I might have soon. Would she be just like Kristen? All that beautiful talent and fearlessness … would she jump and dunk and make me so proud?





This does not by any means sum up my Blog for the day, it is merely an early morning jet lagged cannot sleep anymore exercise - a time of day when the rush for completion is not strained by other simultaneous chores !

Love

Amitabh Bachchan 

 

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Windy City United in A                 Sept  7,  2012                 Sat 7 : 45 PM time zone



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Contemplation the entire day on so many ideas and thoughts, conflicting and at times filled with hope and resolution. It always works favorably when your thoughts consider positive ideas, or are in a position to receive that which compliments !!

There are times when superstitiously there is deliberate effort not to speak, mention, or talk of achievement. The argument being that what was to happen does not happen, and that coerces you to be quiet about it. Sane advise. Let those that experience speak rather than you. Its like charity. Speak about it and get criticized. It will all be about not what you did, but what you could have done or more .. and did not do. Or … highlight that which has no reference to the charity or the effort, but pick and divert deliberately an insignificant incident that could have taken place at the event of charity, giving rise to shrieky chipmunk swallowed commentators !! May God bless their ilk. They that have never dreamt of any such noble consideration, but have only thrived in its cynical negativity, may they prosper and flourish and grow in greater strength. When stupidity grows, sanity prevails.

I have watched along with the two beautiful ex Soviet Union tennis stars, now from different states within, and their expressive vocal releases, a most telling documentary of the terrorist attack on the Israeli Olympic Squad at the Munich 1972 Olympiad. My wonder first is the efforts made in getting into record all that transpired exactly 40 years ago around today, and then the wonder at the events as they unfolded. 

All hatred has stemmed from disagreement at some time or the other. Disagreements need resolution across peaceful and accommodative modalities from both parties. There have been numerous examples of such incidence, sadly the end results have not been as accomplished. The lamentation is the extremes that result eventually are the ones that get the ‘talk’. Talk is what they shall get always and nothing more. When it is a know fact that the resultant efforts shall be null and void, why even attempt them. Some matters shall not change. They have been historically endorsed. And if there have been records created which shall speak of them, then they are covered by the Law of Confidentiality universally.

At the Sotheby’s launch evening, I met accomplished director from the West/UK, who was attempting to make a film on the Partition of India into India and Pakistan, through the information research had thrown up by a certain file of paper work, kept, as is the norm for 50 years, before being exposed to the public for consumption, where certain most revealing hidden facts had been recorded. Ethics shall not prevent me from disclosing more, but when it does get revealed there shall most certainly be an interested uproar !!

No shrill voiced cynicism shall be able to overcome this. Paper work and record, directives and commands of the time, artists and technicians shall, through what they know, reveal some matter which shall be of interest to all. Particularly with those that lived through that period of horror !! But I wonder. Apart from drawing headlines for a couple of days, if lucky, it shall all be forgotten, much like the closing comment from either the Israeli or German spokesperson on the tragedy of Munich, in the documentary.

“It is sad, very sad that this had to happen. But in a few weeks we hope all shall be forgotten !!! “

Life wishes for such events not to happen, but shall never ensure that it will not. What if it does ? The responsibility of predictive statement, would be much like what we go through  by not mentioning or talking about healthy deeds promised and executed !!

Tomorrow a walk in the park .. 

With love and affection …

Amitabh Bachchan

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Winds of City for Dhooming thrice        Sept 6,  2012            Thu 6:35 PM time zone


Renate … a very happy birthday to you, wishing you happiness and love always !!



Moving from one zone to another can be a trying experience, especially when it comes to addressing and dating the Blog and the tweets. So if there are some errors in that process, do excuse. Importantly though I hope that the wish for Renate is correct. If not then do shift that greeting to the next day the 7th. Sad that there is uncertainty, but as you move east wards you gain time and date … not the most wishful where there is calibration. So I guess the best to do is stick to the place time and date at destination. Yes that seems to be an answer to the issue …

So after the Blog got destroyed I had some strong words with various individuals in the team and they have reassured me that they shall take all required steps to make sure it does not happen again - a sentiment I do wish reflects in the attitude of some of our most loving Ef and TwFmXt ! I do know and realize that this has been disturbing for many sincere guests on our lovely home, and I do know that most are needing to question and repair the faults … but what we must all know is that the more we talk about it, the more the destroyer feels a sense of victory. May all be assured I am aware of who it is, and they are, like all who wish to destroy, seek personal attention, which when it reaches a stage of abuse and compulsory demand of a more personal nature, turns obnoxious. May they also be aware that their acts are being followed and recorded by policing authorities. And it is not just the formal platform, but all that which is connected with me. It is of a person that has lost mind, and the only cure for it is to ignore. Do not be intimidated by calls and messages of obstructive nature. Merely get them blocked. As have I. Report foul play to policing authorities and chill. Get back here, and feel the warmth of our world. It really is so therapeutic, do you not think. So do not listen, for if you listen you will hear, and hearing has its own negative symtoms.

Ok … too much said on this. There are greater more pleasant issues to be seen and heard  and loved and enjoyed. Like the book release at Sotheby’s last night for Abu Sandeep, an evening of crowded celebrities and hoi poloi … hoi poloi, not ‘the’ hoi poloi, as someone corrected me. Sotheby’s they said had not seen such a large turn out ever. The Indian community any where in the world can make even the most insignificant events look important by their presence !

Dame Judi Dench, was a delight to have been introduced to. A soft spoken keen listener, and a complete sport when the lady Mc of the evening mispronounced her name as ‘Dame Bench’ ! The auction went well, and to great admirers of the produce up for sale - a large black and white photograph of mine, self autographed books, and my shervani that I wore. The shervani went for the most, after I cautioned all that it was the clothing that up for auction not the one that was wearing it ! Dinner followed after at the Dorchester, and seeking early exit I was back home in a bit.

Amidst the large and congested audience one felt like Hamlet and the way his soliloquy was put to frame on the famous speech ‘to be or not to be’, for the Russian version of the film. The Prince moved within the crowded courtesans of the Palace, with the soliloquy playing aloud drowning out the external sounds. This … much different from the formal positioning of the Prince by the riverside, alone with the Palace in the background.

It is strange but at times the greatest thoughts come either when you are having a bath, or when in the company surrounded by people, and the cacophony of human utterances dull your nerves. Strangely too they disappear when the bath is over or when the crowds have left. Waterproof mobiles and self recording devices that could be discreetly placed on the body would enable us to be richer in keeping our thoughts than allowing them to be destroyed before.

It is surprising too when some of the biggest minds and the ultra successful in business or otherwise, speak not of lofty ideals or the goings on of the business and their social norms, but sweetly inquire details of Aaradhya, the little one !! Makes an evening for a grandfather so exciting suddenly when confronted with such queries.

The money for the auction goes for a charity called ‘Break through’ which protects the girl child. Protects them against violence and atrocities committed against them, a factor which has gained great significance lately among the learned, and those unaware of such deeds .. It interests me greatly, not just because I am Ambassador for UN for the girl child, but because I have genuine belief in it. In many of our campaigns for KBC, this is what has been highlighted and this is what encourages us to be able to spread awareness to the rest of the world !!

A satisfying day … a day of travel and discovery …

With love,

Amitabh Bachchan




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               Curtains over Courtyard     Sept 6, 2012    Thu 8:25 AM time zone




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At Sotheby’s for the launch .. details of which later …

Just an apologetic consolation for the mishap last night and of the many discomforts that Blog and Twitter are causing, my most loved Ef … 

My love,


Amitabh Bachchan

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Curtains over Courtyard                Sept 5/6,  2012               Wed/Thu  12: 05 AM


Heart shaped hand made crunchy chocolate chipped cookies, a warm shawl covering from the gentle cold breeze through the windows and a vivid experience of the evening at Abu Jani and Sandeep Khosla’s book launch at prestigious Sotheby’s here in London …

A day filled with explanation and concern for those that become our extended family - not just one but several … complaints of abuse and threats to those who show sincerity to our platform … of an attempt to dissuade them from joining … of those that play two faced acts .. pleasant to one, when unpleasant to others … of manipulations and intrigue .. of just so many aspects that this platform has never encouraged … of bickering within this pure environ among each other …

Was this why we created an envious family ? Is it mere tomfoolery or designs of a more dubious nature ? Do those that attempt disruption, those that play and excel at back stabbing, aware that they have been traced and that they are known, by all the right authorities, me inclusive … !!

I have said it before and say again. You don’t like being here, fine. You don’t like others being here and attempt to stop them to leave, not fine. In fact its downright criminal !! Earlier I had said I would stop this Blog. Now, strengthened by the affection of many, I have changed the color of my words. You do not like … thank you ! get off the boat and make sure you know how to swim to the shore. I am not going to stop my engines for ‘man over board’ cries !! The sanctity of those that have built this unique space, shall never be ignored by me. 

So think hard before you make your next faux pas ..

AND THE BLOG POST HAS DISAPPEARED AGAIN … !!! AND I SIMPLY DO NOT HAVE THE STRENGTH TO RECOLLECT AND WRITE IT AGAIN ..

GOOD NIGHT .. WITH ANGER AND DISGUST WRITTEN ALL OVER MY FACE ..

AMITABH BACHCHAN



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   Curtained Over Square              Sept 4,  2012              Tue 9:15 Pm  time zone 


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Lost my post again !! leaving some pictures from KBC, and tomorrow shall be another day of saved posts and greater detail ..

My love to all ..

Amitabh Bachchan


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Jalsa , Mumbai                     Sept 3/4,  2012                   Mon/Tue  12:09 AM

Aahhh .. another day at the chair and KBC came to an end .. rain spoiled, but exciting .. another lot of contestants that surprise you with their acumen and knowledge … another  day with the studio audience, their patience and their affection … such a warm feel …

I travel now .. immediately, and shall be with you on arrival at destination .. Will try and put down thoughts in more detail … but for the moment bear with me …

And yes … its 2 million on FaceBook … and a new face page .. thank you

And can I leave ?

Thank you and love 

Amitabh Bachchan

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            Jalsa , Mumbai                     Sept 2,  2012                     Sun 11:43 PM





Its been a while at the 15’s ! Time to get to see a few 16’s now .. and it looks like it shall happen tomorrow !! DAY 1599  moving on to DAY 1600. I do remember vividly when the Blog first started and the numbering of the digits were initiated, how, many had shown a dislike to the entire process of numbering instead of giving the content a title. I think I had responded that this is how I would want it to be, primarily because I was uncertain what may I give title to …

Barring a few obvious topics that have occupied the space of this white lined page, the numbering has fortunately remained unchanged and there is a quicker reference to it than one that would have contained topic. And if my memory does not fail me, it was Fatima that had then predicted that soon the idea of a DAY and a number would become a welcome trend. How true she was and how correct today it has proven itself !

So tomorrow it shall be DAY 1600 … a non stop commitment of connecting each day without any failures of circumstances. And I look back upon this association as one of great purity and value. I look upon it as a moment spent within myself and my being. I have never done this before ever in my life, irrespective of its eventful or non eventful considerations.

A French publisher from Paris who was present at the recitation of my Father’s work at the Theatre du Champs Ellesse, was over to meet and suggest the compilation of a book on my family’s and my illustrious life, which he suggested, needed to be written by me !! My modest claim of not being accomplished at writing, drew disbelieving gentle smiles. I am not particularly fond of the word ‘I’ and nor have I any reckoning to that most singular but manifold word ‘I’. Raj Thakeray on one of his visits to my house some years ago, had expressed similar sentiment. He wondered if I would ever write my autobiography, because he had no intentions of doing so, since he too was not attracted to this most limited but expansive alphabet … the ‘I’.

I am also not enamored by an ‘illustrious life’ that many believe I have lived. My Father yes. Not me. So … I have in a sense declined that application, but open to my activities being recorded personally, as I would through the medium of social networking. Be it on Blog, Twitter, FaceBook or any further enhanced invention in the future.

Having said all … many may observe that perhaps the most used word or letter on this platform is indeed the letter ‘I’ … !!! Ha ha ha !! So what does one do to maintain my objection ? Stop ? No … this cannot stop now. This is not autobiographical, it is a most lenient fire side conversation after dinner has been served, with members of my family. And for this I seek pardon. Not from you that read, but from those that contemplate other attributes, biographical !!

The gyming this morning was eclectic ..it began at 6 am in the absence of my trainer, who unfortunately had an emergency at home and had to miss it. But on my own the work out was a bit disorganized, yet fulfilling. I drove straight to KBC in that condition and showered and changed in the vanity, which was quite an experience too. The cold shower was such an enriching experience ! Every pore of my body screaming with breathless pangs. Reminded me of my early years when we did not possess heating or hot water for our needs, and the numbing feel of the water as it woke up a sluggish hot water oriented body !!

KBC done there was time to get to the Sunday wishers and their love, a short dub for the promo of the show followed and then back to here where all the action is !!

There is travel tomorrow again after another two episoder KBC recording, for a few days … but there shall be attempt to connect of course …

My Tweets tonight are a reflection of what has been disturbing me for some time now … do read and comment ..

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I must rest now !! Its 6 am again tomorrow … love you and remain well in mind and soul and body ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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          Jalsa , Mumbai                   Sept 1,  2012                    Sat  11:50 PM





Feeling good … tired hassled and exhausted, but feeling good … feeling good because the moment that I wait for has now arrived .. my connection with my dearest Ef ..

So … after a gap of some size at the gym this morning and back to the routine of informing my body that before it becomes lethargic, to ship up shape up and get movin’ baby .. 

This damaged and tortured frame of mine with mini golf courses at my stomachs disposal and a million other infirmities causing it grievous injury and disposition, shall have to realize that it shall have to do a great deal more to get to a state where I say ‘incapacitated’ !!

 Thats a rare bravado on my part, something that I refrain in my normal existence, but what the hell … sometimes it is most revealing and desired to speak up and out. The day seems somewhat energetic once the elements that give energy get going … the mind and the posture and the speech all undergo a metamorphosis … everyone and everything suddenly begins to get concentrated attention .. many chores left undone get done … and … the staff firms up for a dressing down .. they know its the wrong day to be caught being inactive and without answer .. 

There is nothing like personal attention to most matters in life .. staff supports, but when you give personal voice and attention, somehow the individual at the other end of the line perks up .. the TechnoGym equipment guy that has been repairing the leg extension machine a number of times and it still failing, an ab crunch requiring a mere screw adjustment, an unclean window, absence of staff from duty … many more !! They are all at attention and on guard … Feels good … and hence feeling good, because the system works ..

A script sitting soon after, suddenly begins to look correct in its narration and one does not hesitate to approve contents and consent. A charity that educates under privileged children from the slums, gets the right kind of attention and spoken words at a function by friend and columnist Shobha De. A donation for their furtherance surprises the organisers and warms the heart for a deed nobly executed. Back at Jalsa, the little one awaits that warm hug and our moment of connect, beard pulling and all. Soon after, a body of concerned individuals discuss participation for the relevance of our nations languages and how they should receive their due. A French publisher wishes to document the life and times of my family through a book written by me. A book ? Written by me ? 

I explain to him I am no writer and lack any of the qualities that are normally associated with such pursuits. He smiles, condescendingly. I can read what his brain engages him in discourse on the subject. And then there is the digital team to incorporate indoctrination for the Fb .. and its varied and very complicated inputs. In between a quick meet with Ef and numerology, and measures that need to be taken to remove negative forces that work against me now. Back then to the S III and representatives that guide me through all the wonders of the mobile …. and then the most exciting … the Blog and Twitter and Fb and sleep and early gym at 6 am and KBC for 2 episodes of recording, and in between meets for various entities that need attention before travel … 

Its been a relatively quiet day, with not much engagement. Some other days have been … er .. kind of busy .. busy with the responses on the mobile and sms, on the notice of those that comment on the Twitter, on their anger at not paying much attention to them, of ignoring one to be with the other, of being liberal with the aggressive and not so with the sober and quiet ones, of questioning where I am and why I have not appeared yet ..

AAHHHHHHH … !! Dearest ones, I have been with you each day .. it is quite a task to be attentive to all .. I try .. but dare I say more .. !!!

My love for all as ever …even the absence of the ‘love’ has been irking some .. so here it is for the next decade in advance …

Amitabh Bachchan

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The audio release of the Bhojpuri film ‘Ganga Devi’, made by my make up man Deepak Sawant, extreme right in light grey suit .. been with me for 35 years and never ever missed a single day .. started with humble beginnings and has produced three films with me in them … this one has Jaya too … but despite that has reported each day as my make up man .. even in the middle of his production activities .. quite something !! Such individuals and the Bhojpuri films, that have limited releases only in the state of Bihar, need all the encouragement … and so they do .. I work for him and never charge .. its not a monetary matter for me … his contribution is greater than my fee .. !!

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Kite featival on the plains of the white desert of the Rann of Kutch .. beyond compare !!

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Visuals seen before, but in a different format and style … the colors of Gujarat, its vibrancy, its uniqueness ..

AB again with love ..

ha ha ha ha ha ahhh hhhh aaaa … !! Did an audio and the machine tells me you have exhausted your audio for today .. !!! Does that in any way reflect I have lost my voice for the day ??? !!! Come on tumblr.com !! Surely you can do better than that … give it back to me .. my audio … you swallowed my Post last night, and now this .. !!!! AAARRRRGGHHH !!

Ok … so at the charity for educating under privileged children from the slums, they have a programme called Jeanaration .. celebs donate their autographed jeans and the auctioned bidding for that goes to educate a child .. 24,000 Rupees for an entire year ! Surely we can support it it great numbers .. will try and put it up on Fb and invite donations for these deserving children - a movement that shall be going Global rather rapidly ..

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GOOOODDD NIIIGGGHHHTTTTTTT !!!!

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Jalsa , Mumbai                  Aug 31/Sept 1,  2012                    Fri/Sat 1:30 AM




So Dr Prannoy Roy calls me to be a part of his live interview that he conducts on NDtv on a poll conducted, on various subjects, the main of which being what the State of the Nation would be as of today, a possible mid term election and a few trivia on the film industry, where they have voted me as ‘the greatest star of all times’ … the others in descending order being Aamir, Salman, ShahRukh and Dilip Saheb !!

This is a seriously defective assumption, extremely humbling but not in the realm of believability. And to put Dilip Kumar at the bottom of the heap, shows not just ignorance but for me as his greatest admirer, a result that I do not agree with !

And … what of the greats of the South Film Industry. Iconic names, with a repertoire enviable to most - Sivaji Ganesan, Rajnikant, KamalHasan, MGR, Gemini Ganesan from TamilNadu. RajKumar from the Kannada cinema, Mamooty and MohanLal from Kerala, NTR and Akkineni Nageswar Rao from the Telugu, and the great thespian Uttam Kumar from Bengal …. not to mention some other finest like Nasseer and Manoj Bajpai, … Motilal from the time of the 50’s a most natural actor even by today’s standards … a multitude of character artists, who one could never match ever .. Nagesh the comedy king of Tamil, Robi Ghosh from Bengal, Soumitra Chatterji, Madhabi …..Chabi Biswas from Bengal …

AND this is when all that I wrote disappeared !!!

I spoke of the greats of Indian cinema .. of their immense iconic status .. of reward and award, and the first ceremony to acknowledge it by Film Fare magazine, of their own personal standards, of criticism of commercial escapist films as compared to the so called ‘art cinema’, yet the award ceremony for popular films .. the change in attitude thereof and the loss of patronage once popular cinema was ignored .. the mutiple award ceremonies, sponsors, tv mandatory inputs, spreading the awards in different languages and their importance to the outside India world .. 

But alas all is lost .. 

Thank you for your encouragement and your sympathies on the loss of the Blog … you are wonderful ..

Love 

Amitabh Bachchan

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