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Day 1536

Jalsa , Mumbai July 2/3 , 2012 Mon/Tue 2 : 44 AM

I have seen. I have been overwhelmed. I have held my pride. I have shared some. I wonder if sharing brings value down. I need to care a damn if it does. I have done it. I have never been lucky with optimism. I have been inversely affected with pessimism. I have on over excitement, indulged. I have indulged in those that have remained untouched. I have done it but. I will and shall be in prayer. I shall hope that He may lend an ear to me. I have known His benevolence, ever. I have to confess I ask for it, even though it be forbidden. I have belief. I have honest intent. I assume that it may not come my way, for much already has beyond expectation. I have but asked, for long. I need it now. I know the need is always present. I know that satisfaction is difficult to consume. I have the knowledge that binding it, limits it. I think I know that limiting should be limitless. I believe that limitations have different connotations in the minds of different individuals. I think for some the skies are limitless. I do know that with most, the limits are much contained and achievable. I do not aspire for either. I only aspire for that need that I need and want. I have often not wanted anything. I have desired existence. I do believe that if there is existence, there shall be opportunity and hope. I hope today. I hope. I …..

I have prayer … I have nightly tidings … I have love … I have closure ..

I am Amitabh Bachchan